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geekymomma

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  1. I feel so betrayed. It's been over a week and the police haven't done anything to give me justice and closure. He just sits there and watches me. I can't walk out of my house without him staring. My skin is crawling from his stares. Why aren't the cops doing something about this creep??? 

     

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I am so sorry, geekymomma. They really should be. Do you have an advocate that you can call? Or could you call the police department yourself if you feel up to it? I am going through the court process right now and the trial is in two months. I have had to do  A LOT of advocating for myself. I have had to stay on top of the detective and the DA. It shouldn't be that way, but it can be :/

  2. I really don't know how I am going to be able to function as a mother and home maker when I can't even walk out my door without panicking. Will I eventually be okay? 

    1. prettysilly

      prettysilly

      You will find the strength to carry on if only by necessity. Life FUCKING sucks, at least thats my opinion. Honestly, my BIGGEST regret in life is not taking my own life before I decided to ceate life. Now that I'm a mom of 2 (17&15) I stay for them. I get up everyday cook clean work parent be a wife and whatever else I have to do. Every night I cry myself to sleep. Every morning I cringe at myself for waking up alive. I wish I had known that my life would be so hard after the fact. I was abused by family a neighbor and my father of all people. My kids are literally the only reason I live and sometimes I don't e even want to do that. I hope God either sees fit to give me a complete do over next life or spare me from ever seeing this place again.

    2. geekymomma

      geekymomma

      My fiance and I are trying to move out of the apartment where the incident happened. He's determined to get our daughter and I out of this situation as fast as he can. But each day I find myself sinking down farther and farther into this pit of anxiety and depression. I don't know what to do. The more I try to avoid it the worse it gets. The therapist I was supposed to see who specializes in situations like mine can't help me right now. I've lost one of the only friends I have in this town because of this. I don't know what to do. At all. 

  3. It wasn't really me who reported the incident. My friend did, Honestly, I don't know how to feel about it. I want to forget it ever happened because the incident itself made me have a complete mental break down. Part of me is glad because if the investigation goes the way it should HE wont be able to do this to anyone else. The other part of me is upset because now my parents are upset at me and think I'm a drunk because they wont believe that HE slipped something into my drink. The cop who has been helping me is great but I don't think he believes me either. I honestly want it to go away because I can't sleep at night and I can't be in my own home alone. This whole thing has opened the door of the worst mental break down I have ever had. I have even begun to revert to my eating disorder. However, HE needs to be brought to justice so I am glad my friend reported it.
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