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Free2Fly

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  1. Free2Fly

    safe hugs :hug: , hope your doing okay blt.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      im not doing well really. thank you for the hugs. and thank you for checking on me. :(

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: , hope you feel better soon, it would seem like its quite a rough time for alot of us maybe something in the air :( , sitting with you.

  2. Free2Fly

    Feel so dazed , This worlds so strange & I can't seem to shake this weird feeling inside....

    its loneliness,sadness,despair,shame, & fear all it one.

    :( 

    1. elisand

      elisand

      i know :console:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you :hug: if ok?

      yesterday was a horrible day , turns out I'm ill again :( 

  3. Free2Fly

    :hug: hope your doing ok :) 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      strugglin gwith things but trying to be creative.

      its hard because i really have no support in life. this isnt to discount those who support me but....you know..

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: , sitting with you blt.

      hope you feel ok soon.

  4. Free2Fly

    :hug: , hope your doing ok blt.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      im ok. triggered a lot though :( 

      i also injured my handthis week

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      im sitting with you friend and here if you wanna/need to talk.

      :flowers:

  5. Free2Fly

    Having one of those days :(  & the depression is hitting hard...

    its got to the point I really don't know what to do with myself...

    1. elisand

      elisand

      sitting with you. do you want to chat?

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you , yeah if ok?

      would be nice to talk to anyone right now.

      just feel so off, it's uncomfortable.

  6. Free2Fly

    Feel so done in today, I want to cry but can't seem to get the tears out.

    feel so lost and unsure about everything around me :( 

    1. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      :sadang::hug::sor: sitting with you

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :cry::cry: thank u one.

      theres so much darkness in my head right now.

  7. Free2Fly

    Having a crap day & feel so done with it right now :( ...

    family stressing me out & I never got much sleep cause of having to look after dogs :( .

    :cry: 

    1. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry it's been a crappy day.  Hope you have some quiet time away from your family soon. 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :cry: thank u...

      its hard to get away from them as I have no friends and no where to go.

  8. Free2Fly

    I feel crappy today, I've had some issues with sleep & on top of that I'm not doing great mentally :( 

    im sorry if I don't talk I just don't feel great...

    1. snmls

      snmls

      safe hugs :throb:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u , safe Hugs back at u :throb:  :hug: 

  9. Free2Fly

    Honestly I'm just so sick of it life is so crappy right now... :( 

    1. Kmkz

      Kmkz

      Hope things begin to improve for you. 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks kmkz, somehow I don't think it's gonna happen...

  10. Free2Fly

    Having a crap night , the depression is heavy again... waiting to cry but trying not to cause I'll just feel stupid again...

    and to top it off I believe I have something wrong with my throat as I keep getting sore throats & the medicine isn't working... :( 

    it all sucks!

    1. mariella47

      mariella47

      You have a right to cry Fly, hope you don't mind me calling you that. Crying is healing, crying is feeling. Crying is a positive! 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u , I appreciate it.

      honestly on the whole name thing I'm not sure...

  11. Free2Fly

    Hey :) , hope your doing okay & are coping, safe hugs :hug: if ok?

    1. Field8

      Field8

      Hey Free2Fly. I am not doing well at all. Thank you for hanging with me. :hug:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your welcome fieldy :) ,

      im so sorry your not doing good sitting with u if ok?

  12. Free2Fly

    Feeling a rage inside that has been building for years and it just wants out... :( 

    1. CrimsonRegrets

      CrimsonRegrets

      I feel that way all the time. Then I end up exploding over little things that aren't that big of a deal.

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

  13. Free2Fly

    Feeling down & alone today :( 

    i feel so stuck... & i want to cry but the tears won't come out...

    i hate depression so much....

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      *bops depression on the nose*  

      I'm sorry you are feeling so down, my friend!  I have been thinking of you!!  Hang in there!  I hope you're able to release some of those tears and you're 'unstuck' soon.  :throb:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hey @Capulet,

      Thank u, been having some very crappy days recently it's been a roller coaster...

      and with being down it's made me feel very alone and trapped.

      i mean my sleeping pattern has fixed itself I mean I'm sleep normal human hours although was woke up by an explosion which happened not to far from my house some pretty crazy stuff.

      i did manage to get some tears out ended up having a headache so yeah been a crazy day.

  14. Free2Fly

    :hug: 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you:hug:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Yw buddy , hope your doing well

  15. Free2Fly

    Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

    hope thing have been going okay for u :) .

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      Thank you, friend. I am making it. 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Yw :) , I'm glad to hear that friend :) 

  16. Free2Fly

    So tonight is going kinda crappy... :( 

    1. pattyr

      pattyr

      Me too. :hug:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I'm sorry :( 

  17. Free2Fly

    Merry Christmas everyone 🎄 

    Safe hugs :hug: too if ok?

    1. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      You too! Stay safe and safe hugs :hug: 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u :hug: , I will try to stay safe.

  18. Free2Fly

    Hope your doing okay? Safe hugs :hug: If ok?

    1. Enigma87

      Enigma87

      Hey @Free2Fly Yes, thank you for the safe hugs :hug: & thank you for checking in on me. I’m hanging in there. Been feeling a bit disconnected lately, but I’m okay. I hope you are okay :) 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hey, no problem :) .

      Glad your hanging in there, sorry you've been feeling like that . :hug:

  19. Free2Fly

    Feel crazy and alone...

    honestly feels like I am craving attention but there's absolutely non , as far as crazy goes feel :blush:... yeah kinda weird and all I feel like I can do is laugh crazily and think these weird thoughts that I can't resolve or fix .

     

    in the past few days I have thought about what my abusers did and they Have destroyed me in more ways than I thought.... there's so much that I just can't deal with and cope with hell I don't cope at all it's just a brace face that tells you "yeah I am okay, how are you?" While underneath I am like this is a F***ing disaster...

     

    I am Broken for sure & my guess the extent is major my head can be messed with so so easily it's unreal.

    1. MermaidGirl91

      MermaidGirl91

      Sitting with you my friend. You are not alone.

  20. Free2Fly

    Feel Crap and worthless right now :( & it's freezing cold but at the same time I want the fresh air.

    1. Juniperberry1900

      Juniperberry1900

      :hug:

  21. Free2Fly

    *Stares Into The Mirror And Realizes The Person Staring back isn't who you wanted to Be. *

    :(

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      no...it's not :tear: , im fat and gross , i miss being so skinny when i had no stretch marks... :tear: ...

       

  22. Free2Fly

    Hey how's it going :) ?

  23. Free2Fly

    Hey hope your doing okay & are coping?

     

    free :butterfly: 

  24. Free2Fly

    Feel so low right now and my mind is full of bad intrusive thoughts :( ... I feel so hopeless and want to give everything up cause it all seems pointless... :cry:  

  25. Free2Fly

    Feeling so sleepy , :zzz:,

    only had 3 hours sleep.

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