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  1. :hug: hope your doing ok :) 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      strugglin gwith things but trying to be creative.

      its hard because i really have no support in life. this isnt to discount those who support me but....you know..

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: , sitting with you blt.

      hope you feel ok soon.

  2. Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

  3. Feeling at my worst.... :cry: 

    lay in be at 6am crying while all are asleep, thinking about bad things.... :( 

    1. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry you are hurting.  

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you @snmls,

      just having a really dark time right now and I'm not sure if it's gonna get better. :( 

    3. elisand

      elisand

      so terrible. safe hugs.

  4. Seriously cold outside ❄️

  5. Worried about the snow storm that's coming their saying it might take out the power & heating here.... I've never seen people in my family this cautious

    about the weather.

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    2. GoddessRising

      GoddessRising

      Ugh, I’ve had many when I was a smoker. Feel better hun. ☕️😴 

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      thank you, I'm sorry you've experienced it I have really bad asthma so it's a nightmare.

    4. GoddessRising

      GoddessRising

      Hope you're feeling all better. :hug:

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  6. Feel so dazed , This worlds so strange & I can't seem to shake this weird feeling inside....

    its loneliness,sadness,despair,shame, & fear all it one.

    :( 

    1. elisand
    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you :hug: if ok?

      yesterday was a horrible day , turns out I'm ill again :( 

  7. safe hugs :hug: , hope your doing okay blt.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      im not doing well really. thank you for the hugs. and thank you for checking on me. :(

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: , hope you feel better soon, it would seem like its quite a rough time for alot of us maybe something in the air :( , sitting with you.

  8. *Stares Into The Mirror And Realizes The Person Staring back isn't who you wanted to Be. *

    :(

    1. Annie7

      Annie7

      who ur is very good Joshua 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      no...it's not :tear: , im fat and gross , i miss being so skinny when i had no stretch marks... :tear: ...

       

  9. safe hugs :hug: if okay?

    hope your doing okay?

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      i am here if you wanna talk?

      im not doing so great honestly...

    2. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Don't think I can talk about it but thanks.

      Sorry you're struggling...

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      sitting here listening if you need it.

      thanks just really up and down right now....

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  10. Happy new year.

    i hope 2018 brings you all safety & peace :) .

  11. Been feeling depressed all day :(  & then my stepdad said that I'm always moody :( ...

    I can't win...

    1. LuthienTinuviel
    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      It's okay... thanks though BLT...

      just wish it didn't feel like I live in two different worlds...

      one that's as where the past isn't swept under the carpet and denied...

      and one where I get called moody , always moaning/complaining, always depressive....

      i just don't feel like myself :( 

  12. The cold is getting worse my face hurts , my nose is running like mad & keep needing to cough.

     

    hate being ill so much for a flu jab... :( 

    1. elisand

      elisand

      Care about you and sitting with you if okay

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you @elisand,

      hope your doing okay :hug: if okay?

  13. Feel lost and lonely, while thinking about the past the good and bad time...(mostly bad times) :( ...

  14. So tired of feeling like crap & having S### days cause of reasons , some days it feels like nothing's gonna change so I should stop trying it's ridiculous... but tiring and stressful & sometimes it just feels like there's no winning... 

  15. Feel so ill & have a temperature 

    :ill::sneeze:

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Hope you feel better soon

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you 

      @~FOUND~, @Field8, @8888, @LuthienTinuviel.

      I appreciate all your lovely responses, I believe the headaches gone for now had painkillers, in anycase thank you very much hope your all doing okay and safe.

       

      Free2fly

    3. ~FOUND~

      ~FOUND~

      You're very welcome! Headaches are the worst!

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  16. Feel so low right now and my mind is full of bad intrusive thoughts :( ... I feel so hopeless and want to give everything up cause it all seems pointless... :cry:  

  17. Having some bad thoughts about S and feeling like I can't control it all & it's completely madnes.

    1. Juniperberry1900

      Juniperberry1900

      Sorry to hear you’re struggling so. Sitting with you while you work through this.

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you , I'm not doing so good cause on top of this my sisters are annoying me and I'm getting so stressed out ... really can't take all of it.

  18. Feeling so sleepy , :zzz:,

    only had 3 hours sleep.

  19. Feeling triggered and depressed :( .

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :cry: I feel worthless, the depression is driving me crazy :( .

    2. josiel

      josiel

      I'm so sorry, Free! :(  Sure hope you feel better soon.    

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u , it was really bad last night worse than what I've experienced so far....

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  20. Decided to take a long break from all this... sometimes I think the world around me would rather me just sweep what happened under the carpet and just carry on like it never happened & honestly I think sometimes maybe that's what I should do.

    1. mimir

      mimir

      Sometime I also feel the same way.

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you :( ... I just want to go back to the time when it was all simple ... back before it all happened my head has been going through everything memories of the past every second almost like I was there again.

    3. mimir

      mimir

      Well. . . at least you have a "the time when it was all simple".  I have no such thing. Look forward. Your past will be always there and there is nothing you can do now to change that. Instead of reliving that live this present now. Do something to make this life better than that past. 

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  21. Feeling so lost today & the depression is worse than normal.

     

    the hopelessness is in full forces I just feel like maybe after it all happened there's no reason for me anymore like I'm no longer good at anything....

    1. Free2Fly
    2. Shaunie

      Shaunie

      Thinking of you. I hope youre feeling a lil bit better now. Safe hugs?:hug:

    3. mimir

      mimir

      You are a good man. There are plenty of goodness in you. I hope you are feeling better. :) 

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  22. Hey hope your doing okay & are coping?

     

    free :butterfly: 

  23. Stressed out as hell so sick and tired of things seems very pointless :ranting:.

    1. chlo

      chlo

      I'm sorry josh

    2. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      Safe hugs. It's been rough for you lately. :throb:

    3. Field8

      Field8

      I'm so sorry. Sitting with you. Let me know if you need anything.

  24. Feel triggered by something my mum was watching...

     

    i wont go into detail about what it was but.

    the way I feel inside is I'm crying on the inside and feel scared for some reason :( ...

    maybe new trigger?

    1. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      I'm so sorry josh. I wish I knew how to help. I don't. I am sitting with you. 

    2. Field8

      Field8

      I'm so sorry. I triggered myself. Please pm me if you need anything

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: both of you.

      i appreciate it ... I've never felt like this before honestly...

      my mum likes to watch crime documentaries, and it was about an really evil guy... I guess it probably just triggered memories of the past... :( .

       

      @Bluesclues, it's okay not to know the answer just being friendly is enough :hug: .

      @Field8, thank you I'm sure you have other stuff to deal with.

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