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  1. Worried about the snow storm that's coming their saying it might take out the power & heating here.... I've never seen people in my family this cautious

    about the weather.

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    2. GoddessRising

      GoddessRising

      Ugh, I’ve had many when I was a smoker. Feel better hun. ☕️😴 

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      thank you, I'm sorry you've experienced it I have really bad asthma so it's a nightmare.

    4. GoddessRising

      GoddessRising

      Hope you're feeling all better. :hug:

  2. So recently I have been quite absent from myself or disconnected rather can't really understand why, I just feel so out of character like someone else is taking my place while I watch days go by.

     

    i am also struggling with I guess I could say they were feelings or urges one of the two.

     

    anyway can anyone relate or maybe give some advice?

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Aww :). Thank you :blush:

      i appreciate it so much.

       

      hope your doing okay too :up:

       

       

    3. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      You're very welcome! I'm doing okay thank you for asking :)

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :) glad to hear it . :hug: 

  3. Feeling like a fool & could do with a hug as things are getting me down and I am questioning why I am here on AS & do I want to heal when it's so much easier just to be in denial.

     

    :sadang:

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    2. snmls

      snmls

      You are definitely not a fool Free2Fly! Healing is tough, but I know you can do it.  Remember to make time for yourself. :hug:

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :tear: thanks @snmls,

      i don't know, making time for myself is quite hard for me , I've been told people like me ... we don't switch off.

      & the Abuse in my head does take a day off , tonight before family we're getting dinner my sister(my R**eist) she joked with my siblings about being a virgin until she was 16 which is b*llsh*t she knows what she did to me :tear: I was her first and it hurt so much.

       

      free :cry: 

    4. snmls

      snmls

      I'm really sorry to hear about that Free2Fly.  That sounds like it would be really difficult to sit through.  Sitting with you if that's okay. 

  4. Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: if ok?

      im coping I guess just something which is bothering me , I only realised it when I managed to get back online.

      hope your doing ok?

    3. brooke taylor

      brooke taylor

      Long time no hear. How you doing?

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Yeah sorry about that, tbh things are all over the place.

      message me and I'll tell you all about it .

      hope things are going okay for you old friend.

  5. Today was something I never expected... it's been so very mixed, today I went to the college I used to go to my mind has been filled with memories & thoughts...

    while their pretty much level between good & bad, my emotional state isn't great I feel like crying but at the same time around me everyone is angry & shouting at each other :( feel so lost.

    the memories today has brought back and the questions it's revealed seem quite difficult to answer.

    i just feel so alone right now more than I've been in a long time.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @WannaMoveOn, hey thank you, yeah a lot of stuff is going crazy right now especially stuff with the family...

      i appreciate you sitting with me it does help knowing someone's there, I mean yesterday I pulled one of my leg muscles really bad and it still hurt just seems like one thing after another at the moment.

      hugs are ok buddy :hug: .

      hope stuffs still going good for you.

    3. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      @Free2FlyThey are. I had prom yesterday. 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I'm glad :) , hope it went well for you friend. :hug: 

  6. Feeling Alone in a world full of people...

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Idk it doesn't feel that way for me...when I think about there's lots of memories & a few triggers linked to the forum.

      and I haven't really got wiser just discovered new problems...

       

      safe hugs :hug: 

    3. tuliptorn
    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @tuliptorn :hug: thanks friend. Hope your doing ok?

  7. Not doing so good :( 

    memories are preventing me from sleeping & I feel like I am changing again.... I feel like I know longer care & almost everything around me gets to me .

     

    i'm so done with these Crap memories.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      It's okay , thank you though :console:.

       

      hope your doing okay?

    3. tuliptorn
    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks tulip 🌷 

  8. I feel like a crap person right now :cry: 

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks Dante :) ,

       

      i am not much of an outdoor person I have a vitamin D deficiency I am on vitamin D tablets for the rest of my days :( 

       

      but hey its not all bad.

       

      i will try to... just not doing the best but I have T on Wednesday.

    3. MermaidGirl91

      MermaidGirl91

      Lots of safe hugs my friend.

    4. chlo
  9. Feeling unwell and tired and weak too. Hate this cold it's so draining.

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    2. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      Safe hugs and some chicken soup for you.

    3. Field8

      Field8

      please take care of yourself

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @LuthienTinuviel safe hugs are ok :hug: thank you.

       

      @Oneinamillion thank you :hug: , starting to hate this cold already apart from making me feel drained and tired my throats hurting too. Chicken soup sounds amazing right now.

       

      @Field8 :hug: I will try to , you take care of yourself too.

       

      thank you to you all for kind replies, sorry I didn't reply sooner this cold is making me really sleepy to the point all I can do is sleep.

  10. Feeling triggered and depressed :( .

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :cry: I feel worthless, the depression is driving me crazy :( .

    3. josiel

      josiel

      I'm so sorry, Free! :(  Sure hope you feel better soon.    

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u , it was really bad last night worse than what I've experienced so far....

  11. Feel so ill & have a temperature 

    :ill::sneeze:

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Hope you feel better soon

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you 

      @~FOUND~, @Field8, @8888, @LuthienTinuviel.

      I appreciate all your lovely responses, I believe the headaches gone for now had painkillers, in anycase thank you very much hope your all doing okay and safe.

       

      Free2fly

    4. ~FOUND~

      ~FOUND~

      You're very welcome! Headaches are the worst!

  12. I just want them to stop! :cry: 

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      So much stuff :( some of it really triggering.... 

    3. winterwishes

      winterwishes

      Inbox me of you need to x

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u , safe hugs :hug: if ok? 

  13. Having a really chilled out day, and it feels ok.

    finally slept properly without nightmares or waking up screaming.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I spoke too soon :( , ended up not feeling well and fell asleep.

      thank u @elisand.

    3. elisand

      elisand

      Safe hug 

       

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u, I'm unwell right now but thank you.

  14. In pain today ... my throats hurts really bad & my body is numb.

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    2. elisand

      elisand

      keep feeling better! :) !

    3. Capulet

      Capulet

      Wishing you well, hope you feel better soon! :throb:

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you @elisand & @Capulet

      Hope your all doing ok too.

      safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      :throb: 

  15. :ill: I'm not feeling so good...

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    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      Glad to hear it! Hopefully you feel all better by tomorrow! 

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks I hope so have a stomachache which I'm hoping goes off soon.

      hope your still doing ok :) 

    4. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      How are you feeling today? If you're still having the stomach ache maybe you can try a warm compress/hot pack and ginger, mint or chamomile tea? Hope you're feeling better! 

  16. Want to cry but all I can do is laugh instead of crying... kinda feel like I am going insane. :( 

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Oh... ok...

    3. limbodante

      limbodante

      I don't mean that harshly. Just relax. Don't think good or bad or "it should be some other way." Just enjoy a good laugh, there are all sorts of physiological benefits to a good belly laugh :)

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Ok , thanks limbo :) 

  17. Feeling seriously down and lost right now all I can think about is how they did things to me... :cry: feels so wrong I don't feel like I am coping well right now.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you @snmls

      Feel like isolating myself so tired and alone , kinda struggle to find reason to be happy anymore. :( 

    3. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry your feeling this way.  It's definitely a tough place to be, I know.  Just take it one moment at a time. 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I will try to , thank you though @snmls :hug: 

  18. Feel really ill & run down ... it's super cold and the pain ican bearly open my eyes.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you josiel :hug: , will try not to spread my germs lol.

    3. LuthienTinuviel
    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks blt , have got hay fever too so I can only just see properly need to get medicine for it as it hurts . Hope your okay :hug: 

  19. Feeling so lost today & the depression is worse than normal.

     

    the hopelessness is in full forces I just feel like maybe after it all happened there's no reason for me anymore like I'm no longer good at anything....

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    2. Free2Fly
    3. Shaunie

      Shaunie

      Thinking of you. I hope youre feeling a lil bit better now. Safe hugs?:hug:

    4. mimir

      mimir

      You are a good man. There are plenty of goodness in you. I hope you are feeling better. :) 

  20. Decided to take a long break from all this... sometimes I think the world around me would rather me just sweep what happened under the carpet and just carry on like it never happened & honestly I think sometimes maybe that's what I should do.

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    2. mimir

      mimir

      Sometime I also feel the same way.

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you :( ... I just want to go back to the time when it was all simple ... back before it all happened my head has been going through everything memories of the past every second almost like I was there again.

    4. mimir

      mimir

      Well. . . at least you have a "the time when it was all simple".  I have no such thing. Look forward. Your past will be always there and there is nothing you can do now to change that. Instead of reliving that live this present now. Do something to make this life better than that past. 

  21. Feel lost and lonely, while thinking about the past the good and bad time...(mostly bad times) :( ...

  22. safe hugs :hug: if okay?

    hope your doing okay?

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      i am here if you wanna talk?

      im not doing so great honestly...

    3. Ayla3

      Ayla3

      Don't think I can talk about it but thanks.

      Sorry you're struggling...

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      safe hugs :hug: if okay?

      sitting here listening if you need it.

      thanks just really up and down right now....

  23. So tired & feel exhausted emotionally & physically....

    its cold too.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @elisand, aww :) funniest thing I do and I have some it's  galaxy hot chocolate , tastes really nice too.

      thank u :hug: 

    3. elisand

      elisand

      Safe hugs

       

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :) thank u :) 

  24. Another crap day :( , you expect things to get better but sometimes they just seem to get worse.... I'm so fed up with it.

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    2. elisand

      elisand

      and telling yourself not to expect better days is like 'ok, so there's no point'.

      but there's a middle level. that I can create what I can that will be positive for me. 

      safe hugs. here for you

       

       

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you blt, yeah :( honestly today I'm having a seriously bad anxiety attack and feel numb.... I don't know what to do.

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks elisand, it's just been the same crap day after day , it gets old fast.

      :( 

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