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  1. “ I Only Want To Be With You ”

  2. Feel so uncertain today... & im not really sure what to do with myself....

  3. :hug: , hope your doing ok blt.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      im ok. triggered a lot though :( 

      i also injured my handthis week

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      im sitting with you friend and here if you wanna/need to talk.

      :flowers:

  4. :hug: hope your doing ok :) 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      strugglin gwith things but trying to be creative.

      its hard because i really have no support in life. this isnt to discount those who support me but....you know..

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :hug: , sitting with you blt.

      hope you feel ok soon.

  5. :ill: I'm not feeling so good...

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    2. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      Glad to hear it! Hopefully you feel all better by tomorrow! 

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks I hope so have a stomachache which I'm hoping goes off soon.

      hope your still doing ok :) 

    4. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      How are you feeling today? If you're still having the stomach ache maybe you can try a warm compress/hot pack and ginger, mint or chamomile tea? Hope you're feeling better! 

  6. *Stares Into The Mirror And Realizes The Person Staring back isn't who you wanted to Be. *

    :(

    1. Annie7

      Annie7

      who ur is very good Joshua 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      no...it's not :tear: , im fat and gross , i miss being so skinny when i had no stretch marks... :tear: ...

       

  7. Feel crazy and alone...

    honestly feels like I am craving attention but there's absolutely non , as far as crazy goes feel :blush:... yeah kinda weird and all I feel like I can do is laugh crazily and think these weird thoughts that I can't resolve or fix .

     

    in the past few days I have thought about what my abusers did and they Have destroyed me in more ways than I thought.... there's so much that I just can't deal with and cope with hell I don't cope at all it's just a brace face that tells you "yeah I am okay, how are you?" While underneath I am like this is a F***ing disaster...

     

    I am Broken for sure & my guess the extent is major my head can be messed with so so easily it's unreal.

    1. MermaidGirl91

      MermaidGirl91

      Sitting with you my friend. You are not alone.

  8. Always more of the same :( ...

  9. Another cold , lonely day with not much change in sight :( ...

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u Amy, I'm sorry u can understand this too.

      I hope that your days are going okay, mine have been going quite crazy & im not well too been very weak to the point for not having the energy to walk. :( 

    3. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I have been that way. I am feeling a bit better now since a medicine adjustment. I hope you can get some relief. 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      im sorry :( , Thank u I appreciate that , I'm not too much use to anyone if I'm weak, to be fair it's always been that way I'm more mind strong than physical strong.

  10. Another crap day :( , you expect things to get better but sometimes they just seem to get worse.... I'm so fed up with it.

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    2. elisand

      elisand

      and telling yourself not to expect better days is like 'ok, so there's no point'.

      but there's a middle level. that I can create what I can that will be positive for me. 

      safe hugs. here for you

       

       

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you blt, yeah :( honestly today I'm having a seriously bad anxiety attack and feel numb.... I don't know what to do.

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks elisand, it's just been the same crap day after day , it gets old fast.

      :( 

  11. At my most angriest today , I never thought someone could anger me this badly , so sorry if I ignore anyone, I'm just not in the mood right now! 

  12. Been feeling depressed all day :(  & then my stepdad said that I'm always moody :( ...

    I can't win...

    1. LuthienTinuviel
    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      It's okay... thanks though BLT...

      just wish it didn't feel like I live in two different worlds...

      one that's as where the past isn't swept under the carpet and denied...

      and one where I get called moody , always moaning/complaining, always depressive....

      i just don't feel like myself :( 

  13. Feel so dazed , This worlds so strange & I can't seem to shake this weird feeling inside....

    its loneliness,sadness,despair,shame, & fear all it one.

    :( 

    1. elisand
    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you :hug: if ok?

      yesterday was a horrible day , turns out I'm ill again :( 

  14. Feel so done in today, I want to cry but can't seem to get the tears out.

    feel so lost and unsure about everything around me :( 

    1. BraveOne

      BraveOne

      :sadang::hug::sor: sitting with you

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      :cry::cry: thank u one.

      theres so much darkness in my head right now.

  15. Feel so ill & have a temperature 

    :ill::sneeze:

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Hope you feel better soon

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you 

      @~FOUND~, @Field8, @8888, @LuthienTinuviel.

      I appreciate all your lovely responses, I believe the headaches gone for now had painkillers, in anycase thank you very much hope your all doing okay and safe.

       

      Free2fly

    4. ~FOUND~

      ~FOUND~

      You're very welcome! Headaches are the worst!

  16. Feel triggered by something my mum was watching...

     

    i wont go into detail about what it was but.

    the way I feel inside is I'm crying on the inside and feel scared for some reason :( ...

    maybe new trigger?

    1. Bluesclues

      Bluesclues

      I'm so sorry josh. I wish I knew how to help. I don't. I am sitting with you. 

    2. Field8

      Field8

      I'm so sorry. I triggered myself. Please pm me if you need anything

    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: both of you.

      i appreciate it ... I've never felt like this before honestly...

      my mum likes to watch crime documentaries, and it was about an really evil guy... I guess it probably just triggered memories of the past... :( .

       

      @Bluesclues, it's okay not to know the answer just being friendly is enough :hug: .

      @Field8, thank you I'm sure you have other stuff to deal with.

  17. Feeling a rage inside that has been building for years and it just wants out... :( 

    1. CrimsonRegrets

      CrimsonRegrets

      I feel that way all the time. Then I end up exploding over little things that aren't that big of a deal.

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

  18. Feeling Alone in a world full of people...

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Idk it doesn't feel that way for me...when I think about there's lots of memories & a few triggers linked to the forum.

      and I haven't really got wiser just discovered new problems...

       

      safe hugs :hug: 

    3. tuliptorn
    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @tuliptorn :hug: thanks friend. Hope your doing ok?

  19. Feeling at my worst.... :cry: 

    lay in be at 6am crying while all are asleep, thinking about bad things.... :( 

    1. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry you are hurting.  

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you @snmls,

      just having a really dark time right now and I'm not sure if it's gonna get better. :( 

    3. elisand

      elisand

      so terrible. safe hugs.

  20. Feeling down & alone today :( 

    i feel so stuck... & i want to cry but the tears won't come out...

    i hate depression so much....

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      *bops depression on the nose*  

      I'm sorry you are feeling so down, my friend!  I have been thinking of you!!  Hang in there!  I hope you're able to release some of those tears and you're 'unstuck' soon.  :throb:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hey @Capulet,

      Thank u, been having some very crappy days recently it's been a roller coaster...

      and with being down it's made me feel very alone and trapped.

      i mean my sleeping pattern has fixed itself I mean I'm sleep normal human hours although was woke up by an explosion which happened not to far from my house some pretty crazy stuff.

      i did manage to get some tears out ended up having a headache so yeah been a crazy day.

  21. Feeling down, today has been quite weird and in a way kinda made me think about stuff around me and how life is :( ... can't help but feel so down right now :/ just sucks and kinda feel alone.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u @8888, I would love a hug :hug:.

    3. 8888

      8888

      You're welcome.  Here's one more for good measure. :hug:

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u friend :hug: , I appreciate the hugs very much :hug: 

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