Free2Fly

Ugh, I’ve had many when I was a smoker. Feel better hun. ☕️😴 

Safe hugs  if ok?

thank you, I'm sorry you've experienced it I have really bad asthma so it's a nightmare.

Hope you're feeling all better. 

Aww . Thank you 

i appreciate it so much.

hope your doing okay too 

You're very welcome! I'm doing okay thank you for asking 

 glad to hear it .  

Thank you mini, honestly right now I could use the help but I really don't think I'm worth anyone's time.

It's worth YOUR time though, to get the help. And that's what matters most @Free2Fly. You are worth your time. You are worth other people's time, too. You're worthy. ❤️ I forget, do you have a therapist? 

Thank you mini, idk sometimes.

It's pretty hard to get a t for our kind of trauma, most only do depression or anxiety which is quite sad

 if ok?

im coping I guess just something which is bothering me , I only realised it when I managed to get back online.

hope your doing ok?

Long time no hear. How you doing?

Yeah sorry about that, tbh things are all over the place.

message me and I'll tell you all about it .

hope things are going okay for you old friend.

@WannaMoveOn, hey thank you, yeah a lot of stuff is going crazy right now especially stuff with the family...

i appreciate you sitting with me it does help knowing someone's there, I mean yesterday I pulled one of my leg muscles really bad and it still hurt just seems like one thing after another at the moment.

hugs are ok buddy  .

hope stuffs still going good for you.

@Free2FlyThey are. I had prom yesterday. 

I'm glad  , hope it went well for you friend.  

Idk it doesn't feel that way for me...when I think about there's lots of memories & a few triggers linked to the forum.

and I haven't really got wiser just discovered new problems...

safe hugs  

@tuliptorn  thanks friend. Hope your doing ok?

You are definitely not a fool Free2Fly! Healing is tough, but I know you can do it.  Remember to make time for yourself. 

 thanks @snmls,

i don't know, making time for myself is quite hard for me , I've been told people like me ... we don't switch off.

& the Abuse in my head does take a day off , tonight before family we're getting dinner my sister(my R**eist) she joked with my siblings about being a virgin until she was 16 which is b*llsh*t she knows what she did to me  I was her first and it hurt so much.

free  

I'm really sorry to hear about that Free2Fly.  That sounds like it would be really difficult to sit through.  Sitting with you if that's okay. 

everyone

Thank u  

@tuliptorn, thank you :) , I hope your doing okay too friend safe hugs If ok?

I've been rushing around alot the past couple of day and it's been madness also I've been struggling with some of my problems too which are driving me crazy.

@Free2Fly hugs are very okay!

I'm so sorry you're still struggling. You probably know this, but sometimes it's nice to hear again: it's okay to struggle! I know it feels like we should get over it, and just... put what happened in a box and forget it, but it's not that easy. So it's really okay if it takes longer than you thought it would, and it's okay to still be hurt by it. 💛

(I'm probably misreading your post, but just to clear up if my answer was confusing last time: I was refering to the WWII anniversary, that it made things surreal. I can only imagine the pain of having an anniversary - my assault happened during a time frame, so I can't pinpoint/remember a certain date anything happened, it's all one thing in my head.)

@taco_lover, thank you, I don't know if I've been told that before to be honest, but yeah it's a case of good days and bad days.

No your ok I misread your other reply but yeah it's okay.

More hugs if you want them ,

It's okay , thank you though .

hope your doing okay?

Thanks tulip 🌷 

Thanks Dante  ,

i am not much of an outdoor person I have a vitamin D deficiency I am on vitamin D tablets for the rest of my days  

but hey its not all bad.

i will try to... just not doing the best but I have T on Wednesday.

Lots of safe hugs my friend.

Hugs

Safe hugs and some chicken soup for you.

please take care of yourself

@LuthienTinuviel safe hugs are ok  thank you.

@Oneinamillion thank you  , starting to hate this cold already apart from making me feel drained and tired my throats hurting too. Chicken soup sounds amazing right now.

@Field8  I will try to , you take care of yourself too.

thank you to you all for kind replies, sorry I didn't reply sooner this cold is making me really sleepy to the point all I can do is sleep.

 I feel worthless, the depression is driving me crazy  .

I'm so sorry, Free!   Sure hope you feel better soon.    

Thank u , it was really bad last night worse than what I've experienced so far....

Hope you feel better soon

Thank you 

@~FOUND~, @Field8, @8888, @LuthienTinuviel.

I appreciate all your lovely responses, I believe the headaches gone for now had painkillers, in anycase thank you very much hope your all doing okay and safe.

Free2fly

You're very welcome! Headaches are the worst!

So much stuff  some of it really triggering.... 

Inbox me of you need to x

Thank u , safe hugs if ok? 

I spoke too soon  , ended up not feeling well and fell asleep.

thank u @elisand.

Safe hug 

Thank u, I'm unwell right now but thank you.

keep feeling better!  !

Wishing you well, hope you feel better soon! 

Thank you @elisand & @Capulet

Hope your all doing ok too.

safe hugs  if ok?

Glad to hear it! Hopefully you feel all better by tomorrow! 

Thanks I hope so have a stomachache which I'm hoping goes off soon.

hope your still doing ok  

How are you feeling today? If you're still having the stomach ache maybe you can try a warm compress/hot pack and ginger, mint or chamomile tea? Hope you're feeling better! 

Oh... ok...

I don't mean that harshly. Just relax. Don't think good or bad or "it should be some other way." Just enjoy a good laugh, there are all sorts of physiological benefits to a good belly laugh

Ok , thanks limbo  

Thank you @snmls, 

Feel like isolating myself so tired and alone , kinda struggle to find reason to be happy anymore.  

I'm sorry your feeling this way.  It's definitely a tough place to be, I know.  Just take it one moment at a time. 

I will try to , thank you though @snmls  

Thank you josiel  , will try not to spread my germs lol.

Thanks blt , have got hay fever too so I can only just see properly need to get medicine for it as it hurts . Hope your okay  

Thinking of you. I hope youre feeling a lil bit better now. Safe hugs?

You are a good man. There are plenty of goodness in you. I hope you are feeling better.  

Sometime I also feel the same way.

Thank you  ... I just want to go back to the time when it was all simple ... back before it all happened my head has been going through everything memories of the past every second almost like I was there again.

Well. . . at least you have a "the time when it was all simple".  I have no such thing. Look forward. Your past will be always there and there is nothing you can do now to change that. Instead of reliving that live this present now. Do something to make this life better than that past. 

Thank you  

Thanks @8888

Safe hugs  if okay?

i am here if you wanna talk?

im not doing so great honestly...

Don't think I can talk about it but thanks.

Sorry you're struggling...

safe hugs if okay?

sitting here listening if you need it.

thanks just really up and down right now....