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Free2Fly

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  1. Drinking my feelings 😞

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      Free2Fly

      Thank you friend, still sitting with you hopefully this storm passes and things start to get better.

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  2. Drinking my feelings 😞

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      Free2Fly

      It's okay @Doll6, been doing fairly much the same some tough days.

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  3. Drinking my feelings 😞

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      Free2Fly

      I'm sorry you're struggling, can relate to this sitting with you if ok?

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  4. Scared what tomorrow will bring 🥺

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Sorry your suffering, honestly since the war started I've worried what tomorrow would bring.

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  5. I am overwhelmed, I need hugs :( 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug:if ok?

      Sorry your overwhelmed.

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  6. ok then. idk why i even come here anymore 💔

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok my friend, honestly I question the same thing most of the people I used to speak to are gone and in these bleak times it is hard too.

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  7. I think we forget this too often. We need to remember to do this and keep trying, when things are tough. :throb: 

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  8. It is past 2 AM here and I want to sleep, but I am nauseous. I saw last minute that my church does a collection of donations for Ukraine tomorrow. The're packing a bus full that's headed down to the war. It is funny how we horde stuff that we don't even need/remember, right? I have cleansed out 2 big bags of stuff that I hardly use. I have selected out clothes and some hygiene products, including period pads. I have a big stock of pads at home, keeping me good for months, and as I packed them down I realized what I take for granted. To have pads when I have my period... 

    Found some soap and body lotion to donate as well, and some hair bands. If somebody sneaked in here and stole this stuff it would have taken me days or even weeks to notice. And yet that could change somebody's life right now. War sure gives you perspective. It is crazy... and Russia is so close. Ugh. You can feel like a good person doing this, then you realize you pray that somebody does this if you are in need. Because so many people, who were good and unselfish, had their lives destroyed by a handful political leaders... The night and war makes you think. 

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      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug:if ok?

      It sure does make you think that's for sure, although maybe get some sleep it helps give clear thoughts too. (Yeah I know I should go to sleep too it's almost 3:30am here)

       

  9. I had a really, really bad night last night.  Bad trigger, then awful, awful nightmares.  I'm too embarrassed to write about the triggers, I feel so ashamed.  I need support😞

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      It's okay lilly, glad you got to sleep better.

      Hope you can give yourself time to find comfort from this.

      Still sitting with if needed and safe hugs :hug:if ok?

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  10. Really struggling with this spring/warmer weather. I feel so scared. Hugs/sitters appreciated. 

  11. I hope I don’t wake up tomorrow. 

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      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      I'm sorry your suffering, sitting with you if ok?

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  12. Really struggling with this spring/warmer weather. I feel so scared. Hugs/sitters appreciated. 

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      Free2Fly

      Thank you very much mini, I appreciate it, April was never a problem untill 2015 happened , it change so so much.

      I hope your can find some comfort is this horrible season , strange a season that represents new beginnings but for most only brings suffering.

      Any time please don't be a stranger, many safe hugs :hug: if ok?

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  13. Really struggling with this spring/warmer weather. I feel so scared. Hugs/sitters appreciated. 

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      Free2Fly

      Many safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      I'm sorry the season is a struggle for you friend, I'm not a fan of spring either I hate April quite much.

      Sitting with you if ok?

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  14. I had a really, really bad night last night.  Bad trigger, then awful, awful nightmares.  I'm too embarrassed to write about the triggers, I feel so ashamed.  I need support😞

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Sitting with if it helps and listening, I'm sorry the nightmares trouble you so.

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  15. i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk. 

  16. i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk. 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @marcyabadeer, yeah i hear ya on that, can relate to that feeling burnt out and most days i prefer to stay in bed when i have the option to of course.

      Im sorry you can understand this too.

      Definitely, many people struggling and i just wish i had the magic answer to help them with their struggles. :(

       

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  17. i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk. 

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      Free2Fly

      @marcyabadeer, its okay, thank you, honestly i can relate to that i know ive experienced the negative thoughts, the thing that happens most for me is usually thoughts which mess with my head and really screw me up mentally, usually structured round the trauma.

      Perhaps try something to shift your focus from the thoughts and just encapsulated a peaceful moment?

      Like drawing or crosswords or something to that effect.

      In any case just give it time friend, i hope tomorrow brings you some comfort and peace, i hope the same for everyone.

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

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  18. i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk. 

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      Free2Fly

      @marcyabadeer, anytime friend, i can relate to the intrusive thoughts get the better of me, my mind isn't always my own sadly.

      But never be afraid to reach out theres many people here who will offer support when times are bad.

      Hope you can get some peace from the chaos.

      :hug:

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  19. i am burnt out on living life. people get annoyed with me when i am like this-makes me feel worse. then the intrusive thoughts and urges come back. i’d like to think things get better but idk. 

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      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      Sorry your struggling friend, i hope stuff improves for you.

      Sitting with if ok?

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  20. Went to class today, got home, had lunch, cleaned up and did the dishes and baked. I am stuffed, so good cakes though! 

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      Free2Fly

      Haha not by choice, ive got to do food shopping for tonights dinner else id just stay in bed cause i just cant be bothered today.

      Yeah its not everyones favourite, too squidgy for my liking, im sure theres something, think id just go with pasta.

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  21. Went to class today, got home, had lunch, cleaned up and did the dishes and baked. I am stuffed, so good cakes though! 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Haha to be fair i woke up at like midday and stayed in bed till almost 4pm as i couldn't be bothered with the world today, sounds nice minus the mushroom yuk! Everything but the mushrooms lol.

      Yeah exams are going crazy for most im lucky i past all that, yeah do some studying just take it steady i guess 🙂.

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  22. Went to class today, got home, had lunch, cleaned up and did the dishes and baked. I am stuffed, so good cakes though! 

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Great job sounds like a productive day for you 😊

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  23. How is it March already? Ugh.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      I know I hate April and summertime sucks.

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  24. How is it March already? Ugh.

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Time flies and even when we stop the world keeps turning with its madness.

      Just got to slow down and enjoy the moment mini. 🙂

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  25. Feeling depressed  :(

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