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  1. Woke up feeling rough today mentally of course and not quite sure how to deal with how I'm feeling..

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @tuliptorn, thank you :) , I hope your doing okay too friend safe hugs :hug: If ok?

      I've been rushing around alot the past couple of day and it's been madness also I've been struggling with some of my problems too which are driving me crazy.

       

    3. taco_lover

      taco_lover

      @Free2Fly hugs are very okay! :hug:

      I'm so sorry you're still struggling. You probably know this, but sometimes it's nice to hear again: it's okay to struggle! I know it feels like we should get over it, and just... put what happened in a box and forget it, but it's not that easy. So it's really okay if it takes longer than you thought it would, and it's okay to still be hurt by it. 💛

      (I'm probably misreading your post, but just to clear up if my answer was confusing last time: I was refering to the WWII anniversary, that it made things surreal. I can only imagine the pain of having an anniversary - my assault happened during a time frame, so I can't pinpoint/remember a certain date anything happened, it's all one thing in my head.)

       

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @taco_lover, thank you, I don't know if I've been told that before to be honest, but yeah it's a case of good days and bad days.

      No your ok I misread your other reply but yeah it's okay.

      More hugs if you want them :) , :hug:

  2. The world is becoming even more scary... Violence everywhere & now apparently disease outbreaks :( more to worry about.

  3. Always more of the same :( ...

  4. Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

    hope your doing ok.

  5. Feeling down, today has been quite weird and in a way kinda made me think about stuff around me and how life is :( ... can't help but feel so down right now :/ just sucks and kinda feel alone.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u @8888, I would love a hug :hug:.

    3. 8888

      8888

      You're welcome.  Here's one more for good measure. :hug:

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u friend :hug: , I appreciate the hugs very much :hug: 

  6. Just wishing I could sleep right now :zzz: 

  7. Feeling Alone in a world full of people...

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Idk it doesn't feel that way for me...when I think about there's lots of memories & a few triggers linked to the forum.

      and I haven't really got wiser just discovered new problems...

       

      safe hugs :hug: 

    3. tuliptorn
    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @tuliptorn :hug: thanks friend. Hope your doing ok?

  8. Feeling pretty under the weather , think I've got some kinda cold as I keep sneezing and my nose is running & im feeling weak.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank you @BraveOne, honestly this cold would be much easier to manage if I did feel low.

      hope your doing okay friend, sitting with you too if ok?

    3. 8888

      8888

      Wishing you a speedy recovery. 

    4. Free2Fly
  9. Today has been pretty rubbish can't wait for it to be over so I can sleep and just feel less stressed and irritated. :( 

  10. Today was something I never expected... it's been so very mixed, today I went to the college I used to go to my mind has been filled with memories & thoughts...

    while their pretty much level between good & bad, my emotional state isn't great I feel like crying but at the same time around me everyone is angry & shouting at each other :( feel so lost.

    the memories today has brought back and the questions it's revealed seem quite difficult to answer.

    i just feel so alone right now more than I've been in a long time.

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      @WannaMoveOn, hey thank you, yeah a lot of stuff is going crazy right now especially stuff with the family...

      i appreciate you sitting with me it does help knowing someone's there, I mean yesterday I pulled one of my leg muscles really bad and it still hurt just seems like one thing after another at the moment.

      hugs are ok buddy :hug: .

      hope stuffs still going good for you.

    3. WannaMoveOn

      WannaMoveOn

      @Free2FlyThey are. I had prom yesterday. 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I'm glad :) , hope it went well for you friend. :hug: 

  11. Having a pretty rubbish day, family arguing, feel pretty down... another day in paradise... :( 

  12. “ I Only Want To Be With You ”

  13. Yet another weird day, my past bugging me in my head & the air is weirdly fresh...

  14. The fireworks have started and it's only 8pm so yay this should be fun for my ptsd... :( 

  15. Merry Christmas everyone 🎄 

    Safe hugs :hug: too if ok?

    1. Dahliaa

      Dahliaa

      You too! Stay safe and safe hugs :hug: 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u :hug: , I will try to stay safe.

  16. Putting on my headphones causes there's so many fireworks going off... :( 

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Yeah, I hope their haven't been many there friend.

      safe hugs :hug: if ok?

    3. brooke taylor

      brooke taylor

      Not sure still have New Year’s Eve in front of me

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Yeah true... for me it's guy fawkes night & New Years so yeah gonna be crazy...

      either way I hope it goes okay , safe hug :hug: if ok?

  17. Another cold , lonely day with not much change in sight :( ...

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u Amy, I'm sorry u can understand this too.

      I hope that your days are going okay, mine have been going quite crazy & im not well too been very weak to the point for not having the energy to walk. :( 

    3. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      I have been that way. I am feeling a bit better now since a medicine adjustment. I hope you can get some relief. 

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      im sorry :( , Thank u I appreciate that , I'm not too much use to anyone if I'm weak, to be fair it's always been that way I'm more mind strong than physical strong.

  18. Feeling down & alone today :( 

    i feel so stuck... & i want to cry but the tears won't come out...

    i hate depression so much....

    1. Capulet

      Capulet

      *bops depression on the nose*  

      I'm sorry you are feeling so down, my friend!  I have been thinking of you!!  Hang in there!  I hope you're able to release some of those tears and you're 'unstuck' soon.  :throb:

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hey @Capulet,

      Thank u, been having some very crappy days recently it's been a roller coaster...

      and with being down it's made me feel very alone and trapped.

      i mean my sleeping pattern has fixed itself I mean I'm sleep normal human hours although was woke up by an explosion which happened not to far from my house some pretty crazy stuff.

      i did manage to get some tears out ended up having a headache so yeah been a crazy day.

  19. So tonight is going kinda crappy... :( 

  20. Having a rough night :( ,

    tired to help a friend but I was pretty useless :( .

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thank u :hug::throb: , hugs are ok, I think I need them.

    3. 8888

      8888

      :hug:from me too

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Thanks @8888 :blush: 

      i do appreciate them very much , the night only got worse as it progressed :( 

  21. Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

    hope thing have been going okay for u :) .

    1. Iheartcupcakes

      Iheartcupcakes

      Thank you, friend. I am making it. 

    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Yw :) , I'm glad to hear that friend :) 

  22. Watching a movie with salted caramel popcorn  :P

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hehe aww, I would share with u if I could.

    3. snmls

      snmls

      sounds like some great self care!

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hehe yeah thanks @snmls,

      it was ok last night went weird though I think I might have a hormone imbalance...

  23. If only the matrix was really, would program in stuff to make life easier... :type:

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