I've been talking to my counselor and I think I might be addicted to sex. I've been through a lot and most of it was because I took myself through it. A lot of lost and confused influenced choices and decisions that ended up being bad for me and only making things worse. I have many stories for times I've ran away that I'll talk about another day. I've been fighting with my mom more than I should. I've had so much sex. I know I shouldn't but when the opportunity is presented to me it's very rare that I turn it down and I don't know what to do or how to stop myself. I've never actually had a boyfriend and the guy I thought wanted to be with me really just wanted sex. We had sex and it was really good I can't lie, but was it really worth it? Where do we go from here? Where do I go from here? And what is the next step I should take? Has anyone else ever been in a situation where they know what's good for them but still do things they know won't be beneficial to them in the end? I know I do that more often than not. I need help, I want to stop I just don't feel like I have it in me to do differently.