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  1. loveable

    Very angry..

    You shouldn't have to deal with this Rapha. I'm so sorry
  2. I think I should change my name back to what I really am. "unloveable" 

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    2. snmls


      Me too Loveable. We all have and it doesn't make us crappy people or unloveable, it just makes us human.  Be kind to yourself. :hug:

    3. loveable


      :hug: Thank you @snmls  :tear: I just feel extremely disappointed in myself. I mean things I did as a kid still replay over in my head...silly stupid things. Like I was over at my crushes house when I was a kid. His mom told me I needed to eat. I didn't and was hungry later and his younger brother and I we got a bag of chips down and were munching on them and she came in and snatched the bag away and we got scolded. I feel like maybe I should be able to laugh about it now, but I can't even now I feel humiliated over it and the look in her eye :cry: so when I really screw things up :sadang:

    4. snmls


      I still feel humiliated over things I've done as a kid too.  I know it doesn't feel good to remember them or think about them.  But remember those memories and moments don't define you.  

  3. Feeling worthless. I don't know how to keep friends. I end up doing or saying something that pushed people away. :( 

    1. LuthienTinuviel


      You aren't worthless <3 

  4. Hello LaSol3 and welcome to AS! I have found this a very therapeutic place where I can get my feelings out. I think you have to make at least 10 posts, or comment 10 times on others posts before you can access chat which is where I have made friends. It's nice to be able to talk to a community of people who actually understand. You are not alone! Sorry for the reasons that bring you here. I support your healing 100%!
  5. Welcome to AS BeesKnees Congrats on your precious little one! I can imagine how concerned you are for the safety of your child! Sending you lots of support! Here is a post that has many good articles on understanding the various reactions to CSA and I feel it may help you to understand what you are going through better and offer you support! Hope it helps you as much as it has helped me I support your healing 100%
  6. Welcome! Sorry for the reason that brings you here. I have found a lot of support here Lets do this! Lets heal!
  7. Bambi, Welcome! I support your healing 100% and thought these articles might assist you in finding comfort and bring peace to your heart! Sitting beside you in support And here are some gentle safe hugs, if you want them
  8. Welcome! I'm sorry for the reason that brings you here. I think you will find AS very supportive! I wish you peace of mind and healing for your heart
  9. loveable

    Giving this a try...

    I agree completely with QC! This was so beautifully put We can't do anything to change the past, all we can do is keep moving forward and let those things mold us into better people. Like my aunt once said...and still says to keep reminding me. "You don't hate your parents, You hate their actions, what they did and you have the perfect example of how not to be, so learn from it and don't treat others the way they treated you." I have a lot of regrets things that I did as a child but I am learning and in the process of forgiving myself because I recognize I was only a child who was ree
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    My babies
  11. From the album: unloveable

    Thanks for letting me share my jewelry designs with you. I am thankful to have a craft that helps keep my mind off of the CSA and allows me to heal.This is a natural pink topaz stone that I wired wrapped using sterling silver wire and is not soldered, but a continuous piece of wire that was shaped by hand to encompass the stone to make it into a pendant.
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    From the album: unloveable

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    From the album: unloveable

  14. awwwww! very cute little chicks. When I go in to a Orscheln's I have to lean over the side and pet them and the bunnies too. So sweet and precious!
  15. Wow! This is deep I love it! Thanks for sharing. Absolutely beautiful
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    My Story

    I am so sorry you were exposed to all of that QC . That took a lot of inner strength to share! I support your healing 100% and wish you peace of mind and comfort for your heart to heal.
  17. Hi Stacey! Just wanted to say welcome! . The people here are very supportive. I wish you peace of mind and healing for your heart. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you, feel free to private message me anytime. I support your healing!
  18. Sian, I am so sorry! My heart goes out to you. Not only have you endured horrific pain for a lifetime, but then your therapist who's job is to make you feel comfortable failed at her job. I can understand why it would be hard to open up. You can talk when you reach a point when you feel safe and are ready, don't ever let anyone force you to talk. My acupuncturist told my family who were supportive and took me in that it would be risky for me to see a therapist because of the extent of what I had been through. I miss her very much, she passed away around 5 years ago. She was a very smart l
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