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Status Updates posted by missfrier
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Anxious nervous I git councilling today 1st ttime since beginning @f december
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Been mixture of emotions today been. Anxious about today. Paincked. Had good day thend learnt of really good friend I had know 20 years had. Pabased away
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feelign really nervous and anxious today im driving on the motoway i havent done it in 7 years
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really hate school run after holidays had my son brad sobbign for 2 hours as he dont want to go back tuesday
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I'm sorry.
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the last few years have so hard from losign my grandad and also special grandparents to finding out my niece had cancer and my niece passing then this last year has been hard so many emotions feelings going on trying to deal with it all and my past talking about abuse and tryign to deal with it i am tired of it all and feelings feeling lost and needing to find who i am if it was bradley really dont no where i would be he is amazing love him with all my heart i really want next year to be better but im not sure it will be just yet as i need to work through things . and want to forget it but not sure i can . im sorry every one if this isnt ok please delte
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Anything you ever write is OK. You are among friends, you never need to apologize.
It's been a tough year for you, I know. Sometimes things feel hopeless, I feel that way sometimes, too. We think about the many things we need to overcome, over not just the next year, but beyond.
Have you ever seen my signature or my cover photo? It says "just keep moving forward, one day at a time". We may stumble and we may fall, but as long as we get up and keep moving and try, the possibility is there for things to get better. If we stop moving and stop fighting, there is no possibility anything will be better. You are a fighter. Be patient with yourself and you will see that in yourself, as I do, and better days will come.
Wishing ever day is a new year's day for you.
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thank you @MeBeMary
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Is feeling lost. And don't feel fit. In in places. Stupid nightmares scary dreams.
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i am strong because i have to be strong , but wonders who will hold her up when shes down.
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really not feeling it today
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is feeling more calmer thank you to wishinuponstar thank you
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Arggghhhhhhhh stupid nightmares and flash backs go away
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thank you @Hawkgirl how ru doing
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Hi how is every one doing I am having better few days also so proud of my little man there was story on fb about little boy with ccancer and his last wish is receive 1000 Christmas cards he come Home from school asking about little boy as girl in sschool had mentioned it I said that he cn do card he Said he wwanted send present to unfortunately I don't ha've money or he could so he said we'll I Will give vim somatching nicertainly of his and has chosen book for his parents to read to him
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IM SORRY
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ty dr gave me antidepressents at night but I not taken any because my partner and his family don't agree with them and say I don't no need them when I self hamred on Friday I had tried all week to get to see dr I trust enough to but she had no appointments I have music on at night nights leave on when I'm sleep my partner turns off I don't sleep I have 2-4 hrs if I'm lucky thank u for ur support
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Wow Missfrier, that is difficult. I was thinking it could be one of the meds as strange dreams can occur as a result. Never know all the stuff the meds do either. But that is another story for another day. Do you drink herbal tea? Perhaps some chamomile would be of some help to you. I think sometimes the nightmares have to do with what one is thinking about prior to going to sleep;. Sometimes the nightmares can sneak up on us too. I am in your corner.
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im usless doubting my self all time just now my last counciling tomorrow un less she ableto get me more untill i here ihear specialise counciling ive wrote down how i feel to gve my councilor but im not sure if ic an because i put on there about hurtign my self
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Missfrier, you are strong. You keep going. You keep fighting. You don't quit and you face each challenge. That is the very definition of strength. Sometimes things get overwhelming. Things get difficult. Sometimes it looks better to quit than it does to keep going. But when it looks better to quit than to keep going it is a trick. I believe abuse is designed to destroy a person. It is designed to keep them from reaching what they were went to be. The more I look at my life, I can see how it. Every day you fight back. Every day you let them know they didn't win. Every day you show they don't get to win. You are stronger than you know. It just hurts a lot right now. It will not hurt the way it does always. Hang in there please. Sitting with you.
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i just want to be normal i want feel normal i dont want to be me i want to be someoen else i know it stupid
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I hide the pain inside and walk around with a smile on my face pretending to be okay, when I honestly just want to break down in tears
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- feels like fighting a losing battle just now
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argh i been so anxious since councilling and have been clawing at my hand i not felt as bad as this for while now thgohut i was ok and feeling better i dont know if it is because im feeling scared as i only have 2 more session and the specialised counciling there waiting list i feel if i start open up it time to say bye i i know it silly
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Feeling really Fed up now Bradley my son has been really poorly to top it off my partner went down with tummy bug Satmidday Bradley on Monday and now I got it I Fed up with illness Bradley still not I'm tired worn out from it I sti'll h've to look after Bradley he no problem want some obe to look after me I not nest patient as hate being fussed
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This time 2years ago it this weekend Was one of the worst Times ever I had traveled to to my say my final bye to my 2year old niece I Sat on coach on way down to funeral in front of 2ladies I have nothing wrong with religion beliefs culture it people's own choice but thsee two ladies we're Sat there talking about God how great he Was all I wanted to say Was we'll he can't be that great can he as the world we live in not great he taken my niece but I couldn't say anything I wanted to say if he so great y he take my niece why she we innocent she did nothin wrong in her short precious life why not take bad people pit them through every thing she vs to go through it been really hard when the fire work we're going off all I could think about was niece she would loved all bright colours sorry if I upset any one please delete it if it doea