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In a bad place. All week, harder than usual. Need a break badly.
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Hrey. Having seen you around in awhile
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Hrey. Having seen you around in awhile
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just finished my first evening back at college, sign language really enjoyed it
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people say to tell someone how you feel and work it out. it doesnt really work for me apparently
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What on my mind? Bloody spiders!!!
Don't know what's going on but finding huge ones around the house!! So if I'm not already nervous and anxious already, the spiders are making me worse!
This morning my son heard me screaming, (I've earth shattering screams when it comes to spiders) and he arrived into the kitchen holding his runner up to kill the spider. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry! lol so I laughed! I had him already killed! Or down the drain in the sink.
Literally check everywhere at night. Even my bed before I get in.
I answered a post a few days ago about a wish list. I think I'll retract and say, I wish there were no spiders!!!!!!
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What on my mind? Bloody spiders!!!
Don't know what's going on but finding huge ones around the house!! So if I'm not already nervous and anxious already, the spiders are making me worse!
This morning my son heard me screaming, (I've earth shattering screams when it comes to spiders) and he arrived into the kitchen holding his runner up to kill the spider. I didn't know whether to laugh or cry! lol so I laughed! I had him already killed! Or down the drain in the sink.
Literally check everywhere at night. Even my bed before I get in.
I answered a post a few days ago about a wish list. I think I'll retract and say, I wish there were no spiders!!!!!!
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When I complain about bugs, my family day, 'that's why there's spiders, to eat the bugs... ' as if they help!
Yeah it's mating season now so they're out in their droves unfortunately.
Keep your windows closed at night, and don't have lights on and windows open with the bugs... Not a fan of those either...
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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I want to run away
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My stomach is a mess. My mind is a mess. My heart is DEFINITELY a mess. What does that make me? A mess. I want to be normal again...if I ever was...
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making pancakes making bacon pancakes!
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Random thoughts;
I've counselling tomorrow which I'm dreading, I took a 3 week break as she needed hols and I needed a Tuesday afternoon off too. I'm shitting bricks actually. No real reason apart from every time I go in there, it's a reminder of why I'm there.
I've family staying with me at the moment so that's why things are quiet with me. The remainder of them are arriving tomorrow. I've had a productive 3 weeks. Cleaned the house top to bottom, painted the place inside. Revamped the living room. Been pretty busy. And also went to see the Police. So, that's playing on my mind too.
Feel like vomiting at the thoughts of tomorrow
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It went well!!! I was so ill with worry last night. I told her anyway.
She's a lovely lady. Didn't want her thinking it was because of her. I just said that it's just a reminder and I hate the reminders...
Thank you for pocket riding. I bought a necklace, it's got a love heart and engraved on it is 'PR coming through' PR meaning Pocket Riders. So when I feel overwhelmed and panicky I rub it. It's also got a the ribbon for sexual violence awareness and a lovely teal stone in it.
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Random thoughts;
I've counselling tomorrow which I'm dreading, I took a 3 week break as she needed hols and I needed a Tuesday afternoon off too. I'm shitting bricks actually. No real reason apart from every time I go in there, it's a reminder of why I'm there.
I've family staying with me at the moment so that's why things are quiet with me. The remainder of them are arriving tomorrow. I've had a productive 3 weeks. Cleaned the house top to bottom, painted the place inside. Revamped the living room. Been pretty busy. And also went to see the Police. So, that's playing on my mind too.
Feel like vomiting at the thoughts of tomorrow
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Random thoughts;
I've counselling tomorrow which I'm dreading, I took a 3 week break as she needed hols and I needed a Tuesday afternoon off too. I'm shitting bricks actually. No real reason apart from every time I go in there, it's a reminder of why I'm there.
I've family staying with me at the moment so that's why things are quiet with me. The remainder of them are arriving tomorrow. I've had a productive 3 weeks. Cleaned the house top to bottom, painted the place inside. Revamped the living room. Been pretty busy. And also went to see the Police. So, that's playing on my mind too.
Feel like vomiting at the thoughts of tomorrow
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To whom it may concern.
I will no longer be returning to this support forum. I want everyone to know I appreciate all the support you gave me. My choice to leave should NOT be taken as a reflection of anyone on this forum.
I wish for nothing but the best for all of you and I wish for healing for everyone. You all deserve it.
-Hope