Single Status Update
I've counselling tomorrow which I'm dreading, I took a 3 week break as she needed hols and I needed a Tuesday afternoon off too. I'm shitting bricks actually. No real reason apart from every time I go in there, it's a reminder of why I'm there.
I've family staying with me at the moment so that's why things are quiet with me. The remainder of them are arriving tomorrow. I've had a productive 3 weeks. Cleaned the house top to bottom, painted the place inside. Revamped the living room. Been pretty busy. And also went to see the Police. So, that's playing on my mind too.
Feel like vomiting at the thoughts of tomorrow
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It went well!!! I was so ill with worry last night. I told her anyway.
She's a lovely lady. Didn't want her thinking it was because of her. I just said that it's just a reminder and I hate the reminders...
Thank you for pocket riding. I bought a necklace, it's got a love heart and engraved on it is 'PR coming through' PR meaning Pocket Riders. So when I feel overwhelmed and panicky I rub it. It's also got a the ribbon for sexual violence awareness and a lovely teal stone in it.