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BabyDeepBlue

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  1. here is an update from me. i have been reclusive and avoiding others. im depressed  but im not. really ive been apathetic. i am also going to be finishing my bachelors and a certificate at teh same time. its a lot of work and i used to want it but just so apathetic and sluggish :(

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      You’re welcome Luthien. Miss you, too! 🤗 if ok. 😉😊

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  2. here is an update from me. i have been reclusive and avoiding others. im depressed  but im not. really ive been apathetic. i am also going to be finishing my bachelors and a certificate at teh same time. its a lot of work and i used to want it but just so apathetic and sluggish :(

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Hey. Glad you are doing ok. You came too far to just give up now. I am proud of you! Don’t let anything stand in your way and you will make it through. 😊

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  3. i want to give up.

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I hope you are doing ok? Just don't give up whatever you do! We are all here for you.  

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  4. there are still good people left in the world

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I use to not think so, but I can’t say that anymore!! Yes lady there is. :hug:

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  5. I am good about giving other people advice and putting a smile on their face including in this forum. I guess it is because I been through so much and don’t want to see others hurt like I have. Sometimes I wish I would listen to my own advice when life throws me up against a brick wall like today when my ex mother in law wants my life to evolve around her and control me. I get so sick of it. Sometimes I want to give up because of what all is against me, but I have to keep going for my kiddos who I do love dearly. My kiddos are the ones who keep me going besides my personal beliefs in this life. :(

  6. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I agree! :)

      You’re welcome pretty lady! Remember that, too! You are a beautiful lady! :hug:

      Thank you, too! :wave:

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  7. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      @LuthienTinuviel It could be that it really didn’t happen to her or she is in denial. Either way, the problem is hers even if she does think you’re lying. 

      I have a bad habit of reading too much into things. I am not anywhere as bad as I use to be, but I still do it from time to time. 

      You just have to find a way somehow to try not to let things get to you like this. You have to find a way to be able to tell when the problem or problems are someone else’s and not yours even when it does involve you. A person’s reactions or opinions tell their true character.

      Remember opinions are like buttholes, everyone has one. :) Hope I at least got a small laugh on that one! :supacool::hug:if ok. 

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  8. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      @LuthienTinuviel Your sister could be upset for many different reasons. It could be anything like maybe she didn’t do enough to protect you to she doesn’t want to deal with it or come to terms with it. It is easier to point the finger instead of dealing with any responsibility or guilt or what have you. Eventually, she is going to have to find a way to work out for herself what her own issues are about what you said. I promise that this problem is not you. You are not the blame. I have learned throughout my life people whether blood or not will let you down time and time and time again. That is why it is important for you to find some inner strength and hold your head up high. Sure it’s going to hurt and it isn’t easy. The only thing you have to do is make up your mind to survive and when you can, get out of the situation if you are still in it. Don’t let the bad things you face destroy or kill your soul. Easier said than done, but try to rise above all of it. In the end, you will see how strong you were. You will be amazed what all you survived or can survive if you stay focused on the future. 

       

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  9. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      @LuthienTinuviel Family issues can be tough. Almost all of my family don’t even talk to me and hasn’t in years. Some of it is probably age difference and some of it is because of what happened to me. Someone who I trust said don’t throw your pearls to the pigs. I am sorry your going through this. You’re also welcome and take care! 

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  10. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I haven’t given up on you.  You may feel broken, but you are beautiful!! You are special!! I know it’s easier said then done, but don’t let whoever who done you wrong beat you down like this. You are worth more than that. Take back the power they took from you. If I remember right, you are a very talented young lady who has so much to give someone and you have so much to offer the world. You have the right to a beautiful life. Please don’t let anyone take it from you. They are not worth it. Please don’t let them destroy you. You may have had a bad beginning, but you have the power to make a beautiful end. You are meant to fly like an eagle in this life. You are stronger than what you think. Hang in there. It will get better. I promise!! Just find the strength that I know you have inside. If you survived the things you have, I know you are strong. You’re a beautiful soul.  I have faith in you!! You have hope because you made it this far. Look ahead, not back!! I know one day, you will fly. 

      :hug: If ok. 

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  11. all i feel is worthlessness and hopelessness. im not that well. 

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Take care of yourself! You are not worthless and you’re not hopeless. You are beautiful! :hug:Safe hugs if ok. 

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  12. Feeling poorly and a dread. I was fine. But now I'm not

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Safe hugs :hug:

      I am right behind you. Spent Christmas Eve, Christmas, and Tuesday in bed myself. First day I have been up all day. 

      Hope you feel better soon. 

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  13. erm. my laptop freed its own space. is that normal? i hope it didnt get rid of something i dont want it to but if it found junk, fine....

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Computers are definitely a pain

  14. I just got attacked by some girl. 😢

  15. the rain in spain falls mainly on the plain

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Sorry hun. :hug:if ok? Here if you need someone to talk to. I will try to sign in more often. 

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  16. I don't even trust myself....

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Have some faith in yourself. Don't let what those perverts did to you tear you down anymore than what they already have. You survived this far and I have faith in you and I mean it. :hug:if okay?

       

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  17. I could die of heartbreak . 

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      You made it this far. Don't give up. 🙂 

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  18. is it dangerous to shower or bathe if there is a thunderstorm?

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Anything for a friend. 🙃 I just like the upside down smiley face. 

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  19. is it dangerous to shower or bathe if there is a thunderstorm?

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I have never had a bad experience. I have never done it during a severe thunderstorm. Lightening is attracted to water. 

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  20. I feel worse

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      I'm sorry. :(  Hopefully things will get better.

  21. I feel a little down.  It is kind of early in the year for me to feel like this.  Maybe it is because the holidays are coming up.  The only reason I really celebrate anything is because of my children.  Other than that, it is just a different day for me.  I have nothing to look forward to. My pawpaw's birthday has already passed. He passed away before Thanksgiving.  My uncle has been gone for just a little over a week.  My daddy's birthday is December 1st.  He has been gone now for 28 years now. I lost my mommaw on Christmas day.  My best friend in the whole world I lost New Years day at about 2 am.  The holidays hold nothing special for me.  I also wonder what my life would have been like if my daddy had not died.  I know I would not have been raped or molested or if I was, my daddy would have killed them.  My daddy and my best friend was my whole world.  Life is truly plain and simple a bit*h.

  22. mom said im allowed to vent if i had more problems like bills to pay or taxes etc. kiss my butt.

    1. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Sorry to hear.  It is sad we can say we are use to it.  I know the feeling very well. I am here for you.

       

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