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BabyDeepBlue

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  1. I just can’t win to save my life. Everything I have done lately has been so wrong. I just want to scream and cry!! I am so exhausted!! 😵😵

  2. I am good about giving other people advice and putting a smile on their face including in this forum. I guess it is because I been through so much and don’t want to see others hurt like I have. Sometimes I wish I would listen to my own advice when life throws me up against a brick wall like today when my ex mother in law wants my life to evolve around her and control me. I get so sick of it. Sometimes I want to give up because of what all is against me, but I have to keep going for my kiddos who I do love dearly. My kiddos are the ones who keep me going besides my personal beliefs in this life. :(

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug:if ok. im sorry you are hurting so much. controling people can be very scary

    2. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Yes they can. 

      Thanks pretty lady! :hug:

  3. I just got attacked by some girl. 😢

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    2. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      Thanks so much. It means a lot to me.

    3. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      That's awful. I'm sorry :hug:if ok 

    4. Ian37

      Ian37

      You're welcome, Baby Deep Blue. Feel free to expand or vent as needed if you're comfortable doing so. No matter what, please know that there are those out there who care.

      :luck:

  4. I feel a little down.  It is kind of early in the year for me to feel like this.  Maybe it is because the holidays are coming up.  The only reason I really celebrate anything is because of my children.  Other than that, it is just a different day for me.  I have nothing to look forward to. My pawpaw's birthday has already passed. He passed away before Thanksgiving.  My uncle has been gone for just a little over a week.  My daddy's birthday is December 1st.  He has been gone now for 28 years now. I lost my mommaw on Christmas day.  My best friend in the whole world I lost New Years day at about 2 am.  The holidays hold nothing special for me.  I also wonder what my life would have been like if my daddy had not died.  I know I would not have been raped or molested or if I was, my daddy would have killed them.  My daddy and my best friend was my whole world.  Life is truly plain and simple a bit*h.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      (((hugs))) if okay.....

       

    2. BabyDeepBlue

      BabyDeepBlue

      It's okay. No worries. :)

  5. NO, I AM NOT SUICIDAL. I am just so wore out with life and its everyday problems. All life has ever handed me is a big bunch of pure crap. Nothing ever goes right. My problems make for a great gossip chain. I am so ready to just quit and give up. I am wore out with the heart breaks, failures, and everything in between. I am just plain tired. I really would not know how to act if I was born with a silver spoon in my mouth or I had an easy life or if I just had some minor problems. I don't even know why I try anymore.

    1. Annie7

      Annie7

      yeah i often feel like you do...life has been very challenging...and while others had it easy seemingly, i feel like it's just been a really hard journey and for what reason...sending comfort if ok for you

  6. The more I deal with people, the more they make me sick.  A person I thought was a friend really screwed me over.  Then my aunt basically hung up on me because I was talking about my uncle who left my so called aunt.  I was a kid when this happened and also I had my own set of problems going on because at the time I was being raped over and over on at least a weekly basis.  The last thing my so called aunt said to me was that my sister and I were so and so's girlfriends.  Why should I hate someone when I don't know the circumstances behind it and he was good to me like an uncle should be and a so called aunt who was a bit*h to me?   My uncle is not blood.  Neither was the uncle who raped me repeatedly.  People really do make me sick. 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      Thinking of you x

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