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Ether

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    lost in time and space
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    trying to be happy

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  1. I had a weird flashback, I used to be obsessed with this guy, he ended up being the first person to say yes to, we did it, but I said yes, he had been abused too. The thing is, I keep having this flashback to the time he declared himself to me, I was so nervous, and suddenly he said: Can I kiss you?, he asked permission to kiss me and I said yes. He kissed me and his were the best kisses I ever had. And he was the only person to ask me permission to have me. 

    It didn't work between us, but I kept on loving him, even after he committed suicide 3 years ago. Today I went and gave him flowers. When I saw his name on the thomb stone I remembered his voice once more saying: Can I kiss you? and I said out loud Yes. Right before leaving. 

  2. Ether

    My family is hell

    ABOUT THIS BLOG I ran away from my family and now live alone, it isn't easy because I put all the money I earn on this, on renting and studying at night. But I can't make the bad memories go away and my family won't help me make them go away. Lately I've discovered old people disgust me, they scare the hell out of me. The other day an older man approached me and asked me for help reading some products at the grocery store, but when he got close to me to talk to me I could feel the nausea, the tremor in my hands, my heart pounding, my head pounding and everything falling
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