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Posted January 1, 2022
hello and welcome. i am around sometimes.
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Posted May 15, 2017
hello! welcome back!
i was broken&beautiful
Posted April 11, 2017
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sorry for what you have been through
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welcome you are a great many things
Posted August 4, 2015
sorry for what you been through
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Posted December 24, 2013
what if you do it impulsively.....like especially a lot of SI can be done impulsively, without thinking....how can you stop it when you dont even think to do it or not do it when you get so upset.
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Posted December 2, 2009
lol...what is inappropriate arousal?
Posted April 16, 2009
well im kind of back. it has been hard for me to come here sometimes. emotionally.
i might not be on here everyday because of coursework but i will still be here.
i used to be nightbird for those who dont remember who exactly i am.
Posted January 13, 2008
hey! i missed you. glad you are back and hope you are okay.
Posted November 10, 2007
i missed you. was wondering where you wandered off to. glad you are okay
Posted October 15, 2007
to my inner children.
i hate you...
to me from them: we hate you too..
Posted September 7, 2007
"I've never known a christian woman who got raped. It just doesn't happen. Now, go read your bible. Something like that couldn't happen to you"
exactly what my mom said to me recently
Posted August 7, 2007
Edited August 7, 2007 by nightbird
Posted July 8, 2007
my dad said something triggery: "wouldnt it be funny if i cut your throat?" and then he moves the knife near my neck.
so maybe he was joking i just am scared of knives so bad. because of my experience and SI as well.
my mom just ten minutes ago "it is rare a christian woman ever is raped. and there are children who are molested. i dont know why you are complaining. God protected you from all that"
im so sad lately.
Posted June 13, 2007
my dad as he was driving me to work
"you are so ungrateful, people have been through worse than you have" :cry
my dad doesnt know i was abused at all and maybe you say i should tell him but if you had my dad. you wouldnt tell him either.
he only knows about sexual harrassment i been through which was recently like a month ago. and he said that i was teasing them and stuff.
Posted April 8, 2007
my mama "you are ruined...you arent a virgin anymore" "what did his p**** look like?"
my sister "who would want to touch you?"
Posted February 23, 2007
im new here...