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LuthienTinuviel

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  1. I feel unbelieved by my psychiatrist. I just had a tough appointment. I feel like I was explaining things over and over again, and he didn't believe me. I had to keep talking. I'm feeling very exhausted and anxious now. *sigh*

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      yeah. i mean it stinks that you dont feel believed co si think you should by someone who is supposed to help you. but an assault memory came back meaner one time when ithought my T was confirming that it wasnt a big deal. it was but i had explaiend to her very vaguely. so im here trying to pick up and do it on my own. if i was her i would have tried to encourage more clarification to find out that yes it was abuse.

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  2. I feel unbelieved by my psychiatrist. I just had a tough appointment. I feel like I was explaining things over and over again, and he didn't believe me. I had to keep talking. I'm feeling very exhausted and anxious now. *sigh*

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      sitting withy you. i am glad you aware he didnt believe you. i know it is hard but it is a good sign that you are aware of this. 

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  3. What a beautiful face
    I have found in this place
    That is circling all 'round the sun
    What a beautiful dream
    That could flash on the screen
    In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
    Soft and sweet
    Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

  4. What a beautiful face
    I have found in this place
    That is circling all 'round the sun
    What a beautiful dream
    That could flash on the screen
    In a blink of an eye and be gone from me
    Soft and sweet
    Let me hold it close and keep it here with me

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      sorry. this is a song by neutral milk hotel.

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  5. im hurting so badly right now 😢

    i hate posting my personal stuff and someone dismisses it.

  6. ive jsut learned that one of our staff is doing writing exercises. i am beginning to focus on any healing exercises instead of posting random stuff now. i have grown :)

     

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      ❤️ hope you dont mind me talking about you :) 

      haha. thank you. i bumped up the introduction thread but i like doing things in order :P 

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  7. i have covid right now :( and its triggered a uti and stff too....

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. i dont think im doing too bad ❤️ 

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  8. here is an update from me. i have been reclusive and avoiding others. im depressed  but im not. really ive been apathetic. i am also going to be finishing my bachelors and a certificate at teh same time. its a lot of work and i used to want it but just so apathetic and sluggish :(

  9. here is an update from me. i have been reclusive and avoiding others. im depressed  but im not. really ive been apathetic. i am also going to be finishing my bachelors and a certificate at teh same time. its a lot of work and i used to want it but just so apathetic and sluggish :(

  10. im not doing well im spiraling down an d i dont know how to speak anymore. its hard. and things get stolen from my mind

  11. lost

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you. that means a lot to me actually

      i feel like im so stuck and never progressed much. i need help but afraid to even seek it anymore

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  12. Alone and tormented 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      thank you.

      i just dont know if what ive been through is really sexual abuse at all. i feel so guilty

       

      <3

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  13. Alone and tormented 

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      i feel like theres not much help for me every to be honest :( 

      people can say things to me but i feel that i end up feeing the same cos i feel like they are just saying that or some people actually do say things that hurt me.

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  14. Does anyone else feel angry or sad that they were unable to have a normal relationship and children because of the sexual abuse?

  15. there are still good people left in the world

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug: i posted some of my story on facebook an dsomeone wsas looking after me about it. 

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  16. there are still good people left in the world

  17. I am good about giving other people advice and putting a smile on their face including in this forum. I guess it is because I been through so much and don’t want to see others hurt like I have. Sometimes I wish I would listen to my own advice when life throws me up against a brick wall like today when my ex mother in law wants my life to evolve around her and control me. I get so sick of it. Sometimes I want to give up because of what all is against me, but I have to keep going for my kiddos who I do love dearly. My kiddos are the ones who keep me going besides my personal beliefs in this life. :(

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug:if ok. im sorry you are hurting so much. controling people can be very scary

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  18. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      yes. to me just cos it didnt happen to her shouldnt make it that i am lying :(

       

      :hug: thnak you. thinkin gof you. :)

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  19. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      @BabyDeepBlue she thinks i am lying and said it never happened ot her and im probably reading too much into things. 

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  20. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      @BabyDeepBlue my sister is upset because i said my father abuses me 

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  21. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

  22. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

       

      @BabyDeepBlue thank you for your message. it was very heartfelt and i was so touched by it. i am struggling with a family issue and it hurts so much. 

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  23. i have been in a month long depression and nothing can help me out of it.

    1. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      :hug: i wish i had a support system. i dont mean online but offline cos it is easier to sit with a screen and no one can see my face. in genreal i also feel like people online give up on me.

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