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BlueCanvas

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  • Interests
    poetry, children's books.

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  1. I have no regrets reporting it. In fact I should have done it sooner.
  2. I'll be alright. One day. Someday. Just not today.

  3. Positive people also have negative thoughts... they just don't let those thoughts grow and destroy them.

  4. I haven't felt alright for a really long time. I am lonely and depressed and chatting to strangers on the internet makes me feel more so.

  5. Nothing significant ever happens until a pattern is broken. ―Unknown

  6. "You miss 100% of the shots you never take" -Wayne Gretzky

  7. When life gets too hard to stand, kneel.

  8. It it doesn't challenge you, it won't change you.

  9. You are aloud to access chat after 10 posts! That is what I have learnt. Welcome.
  10. BlueCanvas

    Ptsd

    I have these memories, flashbacks in my head. They play over and over. I can't push pause. Its stuck on a loop that will not stop. Maybe if I write them down they will leave me and permanently live within the lines. They will be there for me to choose to read or leave behind. Or maybe I will just rip them up. A physical representation of what I want to stop. I can't focus when what I see is veiled by another part of me. Past super imposed on the present. Double vision. How can I think when I am constantly reminded of pain and sorrow? Everything is a button that triggers. A button that revives the trauma. Giving life to whats been broken within.
  11. Your life does not get better by chance. It gets better by change.

    1. aloneallthetime

      aloneallthetime

      I like this statement. It is so true.

  12. I was hoping that maybe you could help me figure it out.

  13. Choice is what enables us to tell the world who we are.

  14. What screws us up most in life is the picture in our head of how it is supposed to be.

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