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  1. Hi I hope you are feeling a little better today. I couldn't find the thread we were talking on. I'm still here if you need to talk.
  2. Hi. I don't know what GP is, but I see a therapist and just this Friday I told her what had happened and it was a huge trigger for me actually saying the words aloud. I had one of the worst panic attacks I have ever had and my husband had to call a crisis counselor to our house to come and talk me down. She really wanted me to go inpatient but I have a critically ill child who depends on me to administer all his medications and my husband just started a new job and he can't lose it now. Also, my home is my comfort zone and I don't know if taking me out of it would be detrimental. I have t
  3. My situation was almost exactly the same as yours. I can relate.
  4. The rape crisis counselor I spoke with last night said that maybe telling my family after all these years would free me. I don't know..I am scared of judgement. I was 15 and went out against their wishes. I lied and went to a party with my older brother and my older bf who was the one who attacked me know what happened that night except my husband. He thinks I should tell too. My brother begged me that after the attack we would never talk about it again because he didn't want to get in trouble for taking me to a party. I feel like my family would blame me like I still blame myself. I we
  5. Hi There I'm new to this group and I am a little nervous. I was attacked 20 years ago when I was 14. He took my virginity. For many years I tried to pretend like it didn't happen but my anxiety and flashbacks finally caught up with me, especially over the past couple months as several incidents in my life seemed to have triggered me to relive everything. I can't sleep. I'm suffering from panic attacks all day and I'm severely depressed. Does this happen to any of you so long after? It's like I can't get it out of my head.
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