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MaryHealing

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  1. Hello, Thank you for sharing your story. Before all this happened, I felt my soul was totally open to my husband. Now, it does not feel that way with my selective disclosures to him. I am beginning to understand about my body's responses which is different from my mental response. The more I write about here on this website, the less I feel I am concealing, at least to myself. I know I will tell my husband everything. I need to emotionally deal with my memories first before I do. God Bless.
  2. Hello, I feel for you and can relate to you. I will pray for you today. God Bless.
  3. Hello, Thank you for sharing your experiences. It truly helps to know I am not alone with this struggle. I appreciate your advice on telling him there is more and seeing a therapist who specializes in such emotional trauma. Our Christian counselor helps but it feels like I am unable to open up yet with my husband. I know I will someday, I want to share everything with my husband. I pray everyday for the victims of these perpetrators. God Bless.
  4. Hello, I am uncertain who to start or what to write. I live in NYC with my husband who works oversee on Christian missions. I thought I was fortunate enough to go to LA for both a wedding and an IT convention on the same weekend. I went to the IT convention on a Friday where our company was celebrating the successful merger of two companies with a profitable year. I was tired from the time change and travel, and despite that, I ended up staying up late trying to get to know my new bosses, headquartered in LA. With only four hours sleep, I work up the next morning to go to the wedding location
  5. Hello, I understand. I have shared some stuff with my husband but not all of it. I feel guilty for not sharing some details, so I don't bring it up with him. However, by not doing so, I feel like I am hiding things from him and adds to my sense of guilt. I really struggle with this selective disclosure.
  6. Hello, I struggle with having memories and no memories. Each bring about different feelings. It is so confusing.
  7. Hello, My heart just sank reading your story. I will pray for you tonight. God Bless.
  8. Hello, I am new to this site and was recommended to by my counsellor. I am usually a very private person so I may take a little courage to post things about myself and what happened. I'll explore the site further. Have a good evening.
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