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Im useless and worthless 

At a loss with everything right now 

At a loss with everything right now 

I put my introduction in the "About Me" section. So uh... look there? I don't know why I'm here or why anyone should care what I struggle with. It's so small compared to what some have gone through.

If anyone has ever consumed alcohol with a man and not been molested, let me know! Especially let me know if it was a platonic relationship where the man was sexually interested in the women. I'm assuming they were interested in me. Why else would they do what they did? I'm trying to gather evidence to counter my own experiences.

Oh and don't hate me. I'm trying to grow to not hate men but it's hard. I know it is my fault so please, don't hate me for it.

Im such a in sensitive person I should leave AS and never return 

Im such a in sensitive person I should leave AS and never return 

Im such a in sensitive person I should leave AS and never return 

Im hating the entire world today 

Im in a mood Im not sure of today.  I dont want to be around anyone or even talk or see a single person. I have even shut my phone off which I never do.  Im not sure whats up with me today.

Fed Up With Every Thing 

Fed Up With Every Thing 

Fed Up With Every Thing 

Well I'm super happy I'm not contagious I did find out this horrible rash swelling and itching is a bad allergic reaction to something, I should be ok soon hopefully all the otc medications and the rx the dr told me to take will get me less itchy and grouchy by tomorrow I hope anyways

Well I'm super happy I'm not contagious I did find out this horrible rash swelling and itching is a bad allergic reaction to something, I should be ok soon hopefully all the otc medications and the rx the dr told me to take will get me less itchy and grouchy by tomorrow I hope anyways

Im so just fed up 

Im so just fed up 

I have failed Im losing all self control failing myself and others and also pushing people away 

Feeling like I need to be punished for lashing out Im a really big Idiot

Feeling all alone with no support 

Feeling all alone with no support 

Im just done caring about what happens any more to me I have lost all hope

Feeling all alone with no support 

Im just done caring about what happens any more to me I have lost all hope

Im a master failure 

Im Petrified tonight really strong urges thats hard to resist