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Beamcam

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  1. Beamcam

    I cant handle any more stress Im falling to pieces 

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      Sitting with you if okay...

      :hug:

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      yes it is ok and the hugs are too thank you 

  2. Beamcam

    sorry I have not been on much as of late I have been going through alot and staying sane with the help of my little one 

    1. Kmkz

      Kmkz

      No need to apologise, your priority is you and your precious baby. Treasure and cherish every moment and amaze and wonder in your ability for endless love. 

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you 

       

  3. Beamcam

    flashback and stress over load sending bps through the roof 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      :hug: if ok.

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      yes they are thank you 

  4. Beamcam

    Im gonna explode on one person in particular and she will hate me in the end if I do Im sorry Im not as rich as her or that all my time all I do is clean and  that I have to dig my head out of my ass all the time bc Im so damn uppidy    Im me I live on needs not wants I dont do luxury  I dont think Im better then every one else either and I sure the hell dont F****** judge people for what they have either 

  5. Beamcam

    my mind has gone off the deep end 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      yes  and hugs are ok things just keep getting more stressful rather then better 

  6. Beamcam

    Tired of fighting so hard and Im getting now were 

    1. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      I’m sorry Beam.  Sitting with you for as long as you want and need if okay.  :hug:if okay. 

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you pnb 

    3. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      You’re very welcome dear.  

  7. Beamcam

    Im completely losing it my  mind and hope 

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      sitting here with you to hug your mind and hope until they feel like coming back to you :hug::throb:

  8. Beamcam

    going down hill fast slipping away not able to trust any one any more bottling up every thing no where to  turn 

    1. Field8

      Field8

      Please don't isolate. We are here for you.

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thanks but its hard bc I no longer trust any one 

  9. Beamcam

    Say you care show it actions speak louder than words

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      :hug:

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      Thank you

  10. Beamcam

    Just cant seem to deal with it all any more or cope just too much

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if ok?

      sitting with you also.

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      Yes they're ok and thank you

  11. Beamcam

    Im so sick of hospitals doctors nurses and dang flashbacks 

  12. Beamcam

    I give up on everything at this point

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you need lots of them

    3. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      :hug::hug::hug:

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you activist

  13. Beamcam

    Any one else having problems logging onto the site

  14. Beamcam

    Im back around again but Im starting to think it doesnt really matter 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      Im sorry I know my reason I put a post about it in the female survivor forum

    3. Field8

      Field8

      It matters to me

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      Thank you

  15. Beamcam

    Today was a totally awesome day big thanks to my boyfriend.  He bought me a new laptop.  Thanks to him I will be back on the site more often.  

  16. Beamcam

    I havent been around the past few weeks im struggling but maintaining my computer crashed and waiting for funds to get new one probably the end of next week pm me if you want to talk to me or check in with me.  Been frustrating that I have been absent from my family 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      Its ok better late never i will be getting one thursday

    3. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thinking about you recently and hoping things are going well! Sorry to hear about the computer. :hug:

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you very much 

  17. Beamcam

    will I ever be able to sleep again feeling so very exhausted and drained  

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      I hope you will be able to sleep again (((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))

       

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      Thank you

  18. Beamcam

    I should just stick to the old ways and bottle everything 

  19. Beamcam

    Im ready to give up 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you activist 

    3. teleah

      teleah

      Sitting with you (((((((Beamcam))))))) sending you thoughts of hope and healing, please take care of yourself, love teleah

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you 

  20. Beamcam

    I am very tired very angry on the verge of becoming enraged and feel like alot of things are just so dang useless any more 

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      Well, you certainly have a right to be frustrated if anyone does Beamy.  (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you Activist

  21. Beamcam

    Im not worthy of anyones support 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thanks 

    3. robynpi

      robynpi

      I'm not the "hug" type, but I hope you're feeling a little better. 

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      not really but Ill manage thank you for asking 

  22. Beamcam

    Im back again was gone a few days due to helping friends out but back now again and happy to be back home again 

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    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sometimes we forget the importance of being able to drive ourselves places when we need to. She is fortunate to have you step up to help. :up:

    3. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      You are incredible to help them!!!  Well done!!! :)

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you both very much

  23. Beamcam

    I took a few days off from AS Im back again 

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    2. LuthienTinuviel

      LuthienTinuviel

      welcome back :)

    3. Painnbroken

      Painnbroken

      Welcome back :):hug:

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hope your doing okay beam.

  24. Beamcam

    Going to ER not good day

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      if okay will ride with you my friend

    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you Im home now still no good news 

  25. Beamcam

    I dont belong here there or any where 

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    2. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      only part is that I cant believe it the times when I need the most support is always the times when I dont get it 

    3. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      I hope this will come to you at a time when it is needed but I support you if okay to say.  ((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))

    4. Beamcam

      Beamcam

      thank you 

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