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  1. Thank you, Mary. It feels validating when you say this is a huge step (although I have the peanut gallery in my head telling me otherwise... rudely). All I have been able to do so far is look at a few forums and shake and hyperventilate and cry and try not to vomit or run get a bottle of vodka. Just seeing that so many people have found their way here makes me feel less like a freak. It's heartbreaking that we all have a reason to be here. But I need to hope that there is another way of surviving other than slow self-destruction. I've been doing that for decades. I'm tired of it. It is difficult to make my hands type these things, because my brain is screaming out that I need to maintain my safety by maintaining my silence... but it's too much to do on my own. So, thank you for your kind words and helping me feel less alone.
  2. I'm new here and having a very difficult time trying to figure out how, exactly, to go about all of this. I've come to the realization that the trauma I experienced as a child has effected every aspect of my life... I find myself hiding away from the world and that needs to change. So, this is my first step. Thanks for being a part of my journey.
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