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Kmiller

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  1. I feel all I do on here is vent but that's what this site is all about trying to reach out for help but I don't know what else to do i have to schedule a few appointments an ob I have not gone in almost 2 years due to the attack and i am really scared i don't want anyone down there i am freaking out also i have to see a new therapist the other one that the government gave me was not working and i am just freaking out it doesn't help that i had a trigger going out in public for the first time alone how can i think that talking to a stranger about this will help sorry that this is all i do i just can't handle this alone soon will be the anniversary of that bad day i seem to be crying more get more panic attacks and im on here more hoping to talk to someone that has been stronger and gotten alot better i dont feel alone but i don't want to have to berdon my mom or my boyfriend even tho they are more than supportive and talk to me  but i feel like i am hurting them in the process i know my step dad cries when he thinks about it i dont want them to be sad anymore    

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    2. Kmiller

      Kmiller

      thank you i will try i just keep having triggers especially at school today

       

    3. Nightdominia

      Nightdominia

      I'm sorry your ex did that to you. Makes ya want to slap the ever living dog doo out of him, but can't. As for my stuff it's ok. I've been coping with my abuse for 23 years or so now. I agree on what Patricia said about the T thing too. Most of the ones I've been to have been a waste of time, so don't be afraid to grill the heck out of them to make sure they are a good fit and will be helpful is all I'll say.

    4. Kmiller

      Kmiller

      thank you everyone i am going to try new things i need to get a handle on this i know that soon it will be 2 years now and it will take a lot of time thank you 

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