hannahbanana

Hey guys. So, after my sexual assault and my possible abusive relationship, I haven't had romantic feelings for anybody. My relationship was definitely borderline abusive emotionally, and never physically, but it was complicated. Anyway, this was a couple of years ago. I recently had feelings for this guy. I wouldn't say I loved him, but I had really strong feelings for him, and it was the first time since the relationship that I have been interested in somebody. We became really close friends and my feelings for him grew. I saw him last week, and when we went to say goodbye I was crying (it w

Hey guys, so this is my first blog post, so it may be a bit rambley, but let me know what you guys think in the comments. I am an 18 year old girl, and I was sexually assaulted 3 or 4 years ago. I wasn't raped, which is why nobody actually listens to me, it was just kissing, but that's under the legal definition of sexual assault. We were the only two kids in the gym class, and he would drop his weights, stare, walk over to me, grab me, and kiss me. He was broad, maybe 6 feet tall, and I couldn't do anything. You may ask me, "do you wish you had tried to do something," and I would respond all