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Everything posted by Baijingai

  1. Welcome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  2. I did great on my exam today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  3. Welcome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
  4. Welcome!!!! I'm sure you will find your way around this webpage just take it step by step. and again welcome!!
  5. It's almost spring break

  6. Hello I hope this page can help you heal and it's great that you are already ready to face the progress of getting through the dramatic events you had to go through. I kept everything to myself for years before I opened up to anyone. I hope you can find what you are looking for and that this page will help you! I wish you the best.
  7. I'm awake blubblubblub,

  8. :) :) :) :) :) :) :) it's good to smile :) :) :) :)
  9. You were not okay with what happened. Whatever they did to you they used you and pushed you into that horrible situation nobody wants to be in. The reason you feel sick is probably because you question what you could have done to avoid it. I know that feeling to well and it hunts me all the time. I can not sleep and I always have the weirdest and craziest nightmares and I constantly wake up at night. Please don't blame yourself, it is not your fault. It is very important and difficult to make that clear to yourself. I can not make it clear to myself either. What helps me is distracting myself especially when I panic over things that happened. That's problaby not the perfect solution but unless we can get rid of those memories I do not know how to get through it. I do not know if that was helpful but I wishes you everything good and a lot of happiness, stay strong!
  10. I am really sorry that you are going through all of this. It is true we are born alone and die alone but life does not have to be completely alone. At least eventually it should get better. It has to get better. We cannot let what others did to us destroy us. I wish you the very best
  11. I'm feeling pretty good, I keep on listening to 小苹果, I listened to it at least 38 times in a row keeps my mind occupied :)

  12. Hello, I don't know what to write but it said we should write something so I'm doing it. I'm a survivor and I am 22 years old, that's a good way to start and I want to be honest and say that I'm not sure why I signed up for this page since i don't like to be reminded or think of any of it ever. Most of the time it works for me at least that what I would like to believe but then things just get into my head and ones it's there it's impossible to get rid of and makes me feel weak. Yeah but maybe I joined this page to get tips from others on how to get a hold of myself. I feel like my brain has a lot of weird issues, mental issues? ( sorry if my wording is weird this is not my native language) it's hard to describe and sometimes I wish I could talk to my boyfriend about things and he kinda knows but I don't tell him what's going on in my head because he is always in need of my support and help and I like to help him. He's not good in handling issues other people have because he carries it to deeply in his heart. By the way he is my first boyfriend we have been together over 3 years and I love him so so so very much. So, hello everyone!
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