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Everything posted by limbodante

  1. Falling down the stairs is less fun than it looks in sitcoms.

    1. BraveOne


      Sorry... Hope your ok

    2. limbodante


      Not bad. The years of ninjutsu taught me how to roll, but my back took a beating when I landed on it, even if I did mitigate the impact. Just been stiff and fatigued today. Was lucky not to injure myself though, falling down steel stairs and landing onto concrete.

  2. (tw)

    I love the Post Atomic Horror podcast, but if I had a quid for every time they've said "r*pe gang" because it's in one character's backstory... I'd have a LOT of money right now. The word itself doesn't bother me too much but the more they say it the more it gets under my skin ><

  3. Wilkommen, bienvenue, velcooooome. AS chat is my online HQ, I'm there more often than not. Helps to hang out with folks who Get It. Nobody here has minimised my experiences or told me "it sucks, but it happens" like one of my ex-friends did. It's pretty neat :3
  4. In the mood to reconnect with some people, so I look at a friend's friends list on facebook coz unlike me he kept in touch with people from school. Everyone's slim, good looking, healthy, got pictures with their kids or from their wedding, one of them's a freaking airplane pilot now.. I just wanted to say hi, now I'm feeling kinda worthless and inadequate, and how much I've messed up my life is painfully obvious :(

    1. GaleH


      If you search through mrrepzion's youtube he talks about was raped, that that he was also falsly accused of rape by an old girlfriend and he proved she was lying because he had the message she sent him threatening him with it. I like that guy is is interested in the truth 

    2. Free2Fly


      Safe hugs limbo I feel that way too they all have kids & one of them she was a really nice girl she's vanished off the face of the earth completely so yeah strange things a foot.


      dont feel to bad.


      free :butterfly: 

    3. GaleH


      The main thing that messes me up about this is that they have more than me and i want what they have. It messes with our identity i guess. There is a stress docu.entary that talks about this.  I think he studied baboons. That there were these mean baboons that bullied the less macho baboons. And then some sort of poison killed the macho baboons. And the scientist was really sad cuz then he couldnt study the ones that died. But he continued to watch them. And he found that the bullied baboons were so much more happy and everyone got along. Bit the main thing bullies do is say look what i have and you dont. What my abuser has really messes with me. We have the same favorite color. She is a millionaire. She has fancy clothes. A prefect family. Fancy car. I still cant figure out how to stop wanting what she has. Is that how i heal? I still dont get it. I do know though that there is a type of tw rapist that wears flashy clothea and has a flashy car. Its kinda creepy. What is it that makes a mansion kinda creepy? 

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  5. I've been making a lot of mistakes lately, basic blunders and errors in judgement, and begun doubting myself horrendously. But last night someone thanked me for talking to them and said I really helped, and I cried. This is why I try. Thank you, that person, for your reassurance that I occasionally say the right thing :)

    1. missfrier


      aww  you are aamzing    you have been really good friend to me and  have  supported  me  loads and it  really  does   mean alot  to me  i know  not been on much   but that is because  i shut my  self  away   because  i cant  deal with everything  and all happening  at  once  your amazing and   you help so many  people  here @limbodante

    2. Annie7


      hugs if ok 

    3. limbodante


      Thank you all. Hugs all round

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  6. After 20 years, this still blows my mind


  7. So here we go. Getting dressed. An hour to go before my appointment. Anaesthetic put in eyes and my eyeballs hugged by a machine to see if I'm gonna lose my vision anytime soon. I won't ask for prayer coz I don't believe in it, but I won't stop you. I'd appreciate any good vibes and voodoo you feel like sending my way today, I can't handle anything near my eyes, this is gonna be horrible regardless of the result :(

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    2. Free2Fly


      Aww it's nice they did it personally than use the machine.


      i understand the fear , I have a fear of needles I freak out and the only way they can do it is to strap me down which is a trigger for me but I've never told anyone :( .


      still safe hugs limbo glad your okay. :) 

    3. limbodante


      Ah the machine checks the pressure, the other gives a more accurate reading to see how bad high pressure is. I'd much rather do the puff of air in the eye than need anaesthetic drops and a rod over my pupil. It was all set up downstairs, not needing it felt like telling her what she wanted to know so she didn't have o torture me for it ><

      I had a fear of needles but then I got diabetes. Adapt or die, heh. I would've managed I guess if the eyes situation was serious but I'm glad I don't have to. Sorry about your trigger

    4. Free2Fly


      Thanks Limbo I've been  like it since I was 5 ,

      Glad your okay though :) 

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  8. Current feelings: *knocks over jenga tower, pours petrol, sets fire, points at the mess*

    1. Free2Fly


      Awesome always wanted to burn jenga blocks can I help?

  9. There's a special circle of hell that has clones of me punching them in the balls for all time for comedians who open a show with no preamble or warning by joking about abortion.

    1. Free2Fly


      Wow , ok I agree.

  10. "I'm trying to look on the bright side of things- doing a 180 I guess- but it's hard." Of course it is. 180 is a lot of degrees. It's practically halfway round! One degree at a time
  11. If you can read this, you're awesome ^_^ Keep up the good work.

    1. LuthienTinuviel
    2. Free2Fly


      Guess your awesome too BLT ?


    3. snmls


      Thanks I needed that.  You're awesome too!

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  12. An adorable video to make you giggle if you're anything like me


    1. Ayla3


      Touching really! :-)

  13. Thinking thoughts, feeling feels

    1. Me89


      sending hugs

    2. snmls


      The thoughts and the feels get me everytime.  Hoping you find a little peace of mind. 

  14. If nothing ever lasts forever, then what's forever for?

    1. Free2Fly


      Good question. But true no idea limbo.

  15. The grand experiment is over. It didn't go well.

    1. Painnbroken


      I'm sorry :( :hug:if ok

  16. I told her someday, if she was my girl, I could change the world with my little songs. I was wrong.

  17. Morning, Ravenclaw chap here ^_^ You're certainly not alone, you're gonna meet a lot of folks here who've been through something similar and can empathise. Hope you find it supportive and helpful.
  18. "There was a time when I was hopeful, but now my dreams are dust."

    1. LuthienTinuviel


      :hug:sitting with you 

  19. "I feel pieces of my brain falling away like wet cake."

  20. I think I'm literally losing my mind. I can feel reality slipping out of my hands.

    1. EmergingLight


      I know that feeling Dante. You aren't losing your mind.

  21. Never opened myself this way

    Life is ours, let's live it our way

    All these words I don't just say

    And nothing else matters

  22. A sexual assault-focused counselling agency got in touch yesterday to confirm I've been referred, but there's a long waiting list because people are scum and there are a lot of damaged folks who need their help. Fair enough. They provided a self help pamphlet in the meantime to tide me over. So far it's just telling me what sexual abuse is. Which I know already, which is why I got in touch with them regarding therapy to recover from it >< You ever get the feeling people just do nothing for the sake of doing something? :P

    1. LuthienTinuviel


      sounds frustrating

      feel mean saying this but sometimes people seem stupid.

    2. limbodante


      Thankfully the second half does have info on how to ground oneself and self-care and such. I felt a bit talked down to reading about what abuse is and who can be abused though. Silently screaming at the pages "what it is? What happened to me. Who it happens to? Me! I KNOW THIS ALREADY, HALP!"

    3. Conqueror8:37


      Ugh, so sorry to hear that, Dante. 

  23. Sex ruins everything. Especially sex.

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