limbodante

Hey One, thanks for asking. I've.. ahhh, life's an avalanche of crap, I'm not having a super great time. Got a paranoid sociopath messing me around, anniversaries of my dad's death, Rik Mayall's death, the Orlando shooting, then Adam West, my favourite Batman, died. I'm starting to feel how lonely I am. I'm agoraphobic again.I'm broke despite not smoking because the owner of the dog I'm fostering didn't send insurance money this month so I have a confrontation in my near future. I lost a year's worth of game clips and screenshots of messing around with my friends on the xbox because its ui is atrocious. Feels like God saw my old debates and decided to punish me for being such an awful person back then, everything seems to be going wrong Aren't you glad you asked? God I could go for a smoke so bad...

Congratulations!  Take one day at a time my friend.   Try to stay away from those who smoke it will make the cravings so much harder for ya.  

Wow Dante 13 days is really great! Congrats! Are you using a patch, gum or anything like that or cold turkey? I seriously have to quit (again) but I have no actual plan in place yet.

I am sorry you are going through so much right now, that's a lot to deal with. Agoraphobia is awful. I had a few month bout of it last year and to go anywhere, I had to have my then partner go with me. I was scared of everything outside the safety of my home. Such a relief when the fear faded. I'm glad you are posting here instead of further isolating yourself. 

Ssfe hugs if ok