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Status Updates posted by limbodante
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If you're anxious or dissociating, try searching for physics toys on youtube. Your mileage may vary, but for me they get my brain proper focused on the confusion at hand and before long I'm giggling at how bloody clever they are
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Still waiting to run out of tears.
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It's cathartic, I'm just tired of it now. In the week I've been away I've become vegan and ... well let's just say the world's more full of injustice than from just abusers of people. Then there's Chester's suicide, ... basically nothing has changed except I can't keep a stiff upper lip anymore. #badatbeingBritish
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Burned out to a crisp, in bits on the floor, a sad moustache lying in a puddle of done. Email me when chat's back, I'm going away til I come back.
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In 1997, 39 people in the UK found themselves in hospital with tea-cosy-related injuries.
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When the instructions say to pour the oil in while the blender's going, don't listen, it's a heinous lie
But yay, homemade vegan mayonnaise
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I'm super depressed today so doing the only thing I can: picking fights with Donald Trump on Twitter ^_^
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sorry you are feeling depressed, hope you are back to your amusing/ funny self soon.
glad that you are having digs at Humpty Trumpty he cannot take any kind of criticism, hopefully he will block you
freedom of speech I think he is under the impression it only applies to himself and people that agree with him
certainly not women , or any minority group, or the press.
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It'd be a shame in a way, the dude's comedy gold in tweet form. Still scary as hell as a president, but as a twitter numpty, he's right up there with James Blunt, if only for laughs but not wit
The existential crisis, alas, continues with force. Back to ideation instead of counting sheep, but it's not intent, I'm still safe and stuff, worry not for old Dante
I'm sure it'll pass, but will take one of me acute anxiety thingers in case it helps. Thanks for the well wishes, ocean and Star.
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Entering day 5 of things going pretty great. I could really get used to this lol
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It's got sorted now, mum phoned them, but there were a few minutes of "oh crap" that disrupted my flow of positive. Now yesterday two so called friends make bacon comments on a photo I posted on facebook of a piglet, because I want a pet micropig, which is just disrespectful, and I dreamt one of the dogs died. My winning streak is well and truly done
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Steampunk therapy should be prescribed on the NHS. Just got in from an annual festival and feeling pretty darn spiffy right now ^_^
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@Free2Fly Nope not video games, I went out in the world yesterday, consorted with folks in person and such! Such fun though, steampunk people are awesome
Dude introduced me to his boyfriend and nobody batted an eyelid, bunch of disabled people there, people were helpful if they dropped their sticks, took into account how being around people might be difficult, helped them find shade from the heat. Overweight people, skinny people, men, women, children... all equal in the eyes of steampunk. It's the only community I've ever known where the outside can be prettied up and stuff, but people only see your soul, it's such a great community to be part of, the best therapy I know.
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Reminder: You are allowed to be both a masterpiece and a work in progress, simultaneously.
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Apparently, sleep has become a problem.
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Urgey. First time in a decade. Interesting. Guess I'm not having a good night. C'est la whatever.
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@Bluesclues Wanted to self harm badly last night, I haven't cut in 11 years or so. Thanks for the hugs, could really use some
@Free2Fly Better now, thanks Josh
@LuthienTinuviel *cwtches* thanks hon, can always rely on you
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Hi. I'm some words on a screen. If you're seeing this you've just had some love and good vibes and happyness and hugs sent your way. I hope your day didn't suck, or if it's still early, I hope your day doesn't suck. Have yourself a cold drink and know you've got this ^_^
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Thirteen days without a smoke. My brain's just noticed. Freaking out. ARGH!
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Cheers everyone for the support. @fallenstar I smoked the last of the packet and decided I didn't wanna do it anymore, it just hit me how stupid and disgusting it is, how much money I must have pissed away by now having been a smoker for I think four years, and it hit me. I've not had any cravings until a couple of days back when suddenly my brain's freaking out coz I'm not smoking :/
Funny thing is, my previous record is two months. Then I went to a convention thingy where eeeeeeeeeeeveryone was smoking and vaping and I couldn't take it. That convention happens to be coming up in another three weeks or so
So to beat the previous record I'm really gonna have to get a grip :/
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For all my struggles, what takes me away from that is a fact I realised: I know more people who are suicidal than not. I understand completely. If any of you need to talk, need a hug, just need someone to listen while you offload, do feel free to PM me. It breaks my heart that so many people are struggling
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Batman died
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I'm gonna take a break for a few days from After Silence, folks. I'm not sleeping too well and how much badness people have to go through is starting to get to me a bit, I wish I knew how to help but I can't think straight to form helpful responses. Doesn't normally bother me but lately I'm easily overwhelmed. *leaves a large pile of hugs and muffins to last you all in my absence* Take care everyone, love and light in the meantime. I think I'll aim for being back after the election when hopefully I'll be happy enough to share some positivity again.
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That moment when you realise giving someone the benefit of the doubt has backfired and you were right to be wary in the first place.
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These sit ups seem to be working. My muscles are so big, I can't fasten my jeans. *eats crisps*
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Times like this I really miss chat. I don't wanna just sit on my own and stew over the world today. I'm not really up to saying too much either, but lurking among company would be nice right about now. Hugs to all, hope everyone's safe.
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There have been so many new members lately. Nice to meet you all. Really wish you didn't need to be here. I wonder what caused the influx?
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I'm so ill. Keeping anxiety in check but feeling like I'm dying. Fed up of being unwell. I don't foresee me being useful on the board for a while.
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lol thanks. I'm afraid to eat anything
Reminds me of when I became lactose intolerant after a massive dairy binge, I felt a lot like this, like I was gonna die, and I lost so much weight coz I was living on about two crackers a day coz I was scared to eat. I don't feel THAT bad, but the thought of eating anything makes me nervous. I only bought salad yesterday, I hope I'm better before it goes to waste. But thanks, chicken noodle soup sounds worth the gamble
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The John Oliver Effect is a thing. Stuff he talks about on Last Week Tonight has tangible effects on the real world. I doubt I'll get any result from it but I just tweeted him asking him to talk about abuse survivors and awareness because he could really help out. Expecting nothing, but who knows?
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Super minor thing, but it really bothers me how mum keeps telling me to grow my hair back. I shave my head partly because of male pattern baldness, and being bald is far more comfortable than having a bald spot, but a big part of it is because of buddhism, shaving the head represents releasing the ego. I wish she understood that it means something beyond mere aesthetics and comfort. I feel my beliefs are undermined when she insists I grow it back ><