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lonelilies

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    Creative writing (poetry, short stories, opinion pieces), listening to music, video games, reading, watching movies, surfing the web, sudoku, electronics

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  1. lonelilies

    Illness

    Sorry everyone.. I haven't been very active... Shit really hit the fan for me these past few weeks. I guess it started with me tracking my older brother down. We'll call him S. So all my life S has been in trouble, but this time, he's in jail. He's facing felony charges for beating his wife, threatening to kill me, stalking and harassing his ex-girlfriend, and cussing at the cops. Long story short, that's been putting a lot of strain on our family. I was staying with our abusive father and our mom. My father and I got into a major fight, and he threatened me – physically, I mean. I had to run
  2. lonelilies

    Hai

    My therapist thinks writing might help. I told her I would give it a shot. I guess this is kinda an introduction entry. Obviously, I go my Lonelilies. I'm in my 20s, I live in America, and I identify as bisexual and transgender. I'm currently unemployed and applying for disability because of my PTSD. I do odd jobs (like baby-sitting, running errands, construction, etc.) when I need cash. I'm currently living with family, but I hope to be moving out soon. I've been through a lot of sexual abuse in my past, starting when I was nine. The most recent incident was this past year when my husband st
  3. Had therapy, it didn't help much

  4. In a bad mood today, not sure why

  5. Thank you everyone for the welcome! And thank you nycgirl for the advice ^^ I do see a therapist, though I have more or less completed my transition... My relatives are OK about it... they aren't completely supportive because they don't understand it as much, but they're a lot better than they were a few years ago! And I love Laura's Playground I haven't been there in a while because my abuser knows that's one of the sites I frequent... maybe I'll go back when things settle down some more... Again, thank you, everyone, for the support I look forward to getting to know you all!
  6. Ugh... so stressed, trying really hard not to snap

  7. Hi, glad to be here... Someone in my family thought these forums would be helpful to me, so I decided to give it a shot. I have to be careful about what I post, but I can tell you I'm in my 20s, I live in America... I identify as bisexual and transgender.... Dunno what else to say.... I've been struggling a lot lately with my past trauma... Maybe these message boards will help me out a little. I tend to be quiet at first and lurk a little, but that probably won't last long. I look forward to meeting everyone ^^
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