kim33

Hi, I've spent all my adult life trying to work out why I've been so messed up when it comes to men! I'm 33 now. Its only in the last week (when a male friend made a joke about sex) that I suddenly connected my insecurities and paranoia with the fact my dad (allegedly) raped my step-sisters (which he told me about on my 14th birthday), I was raped on the day I graduated and again 4 years ago. I never told anybody at the time or spoke about this with anyone since until the weekend when I blurted out that I had been raped (to my friend after the 'joke' - where did that come from??!!). I h