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Status Updates posted by Butterflyluv

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    I still believe in good and I still believe in love!


  2. Feeling like I am done with therapy after one visit. I am so over it right now. Don't need it. I am fine without it.

  3. Had pain in both my arms today. Had pain in left arm and numbness. It's usually my right at night. I could barely lift my left arm. I decided to deal with the pain fast enough to stretch it out and see if it would help and it did. This is the price I still have to pay from a****.

  4. I feel I am walking this healing journey alone...

    1. Azat


      I don't have a in-person support group either. This is it.   I hope you have someone close to you who can give you real hugs in this tough times.  

    2. Butterflyluv


      No but that's okay I guess. Some people have an idea but no one knows what it's like and people are so busy with there life they don't understand.

    3. Azat


      This happened 30 years ago, I was 'ok', until recently. Now this is on my mind 6-10 times a day.  I don't know how much pain you are in but I do hope there is pill that we can take to erase this part of my memory.  Mine is 6/10 today, 10 being the worst.  I hope you are doing better. 

  5. I want to be a source of support and when people leave I am so heartbroken...

  6. I will not let them win! They will not drag me down! I am a fighter and survivor!

  7. Seeing the new T tomorrow. Thought about canceling several times. Just because I think I will be okay without it. Why share such a horrible truth if I can make it through on my own.

  8. There was a major trigger on the radio this morning. It was a story they were talking about. I think that's what caused the flashbacks.

  9. Today is one of those days where I just want to cry...

  10. I believe in good things!

  11. It's time to spread my wings and fly...

  12. They may have taken my body but, they did not take my soul...

  13. Today is my birthday and I woke up last night in pain and had a hard time sleeping. Still hoping for a good day. Hoping the pain will go away soon...

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    2. Butterflyluv


      It did finally go away. It made my day much better. Thank you!

    3. patriciag


      :party: Happy belated Birthday

    4. Butterflyluv


      Thank you Patricia! :ThankYou:

  14. Back and feeling better than ever!

    1. NorskyCourtney


      Happy to hear this!! 

    2. MeBeMary


      Good to see you again, Butterfly.  :wave:  Glad it's going well.

    3. 8888


      Glad to hear it!

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