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Alys
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Today is the last day I will be make a controlled call to my perpetrator. If it is unsuccessful, I will ask the detective to just pick him up for questioning. It is my hope a warrant will be issued after that. My greatest fear this week was that he would know I had contacted the police, and that he would retaliate. I do not have weapons in my home and we all know that it only takes seconds for an act of violence to be committed. I have walked in fear all week of that fact. But for some reason today, I am at peace. I am taking all the right steps to protect myself, and to do what is right
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Thank you for the welcome. It has been a long day. Had to force myself to eat something tonight cause I feel like I am going to faint from nerves. I heard his voice today for the first time since the incident (the perp) and it just brought a flood of sickness. But I have compartmentalized the emotion for the moment. Knowing full well I will not forget this day. Again thank you and I am glad my voice has space to be heard without judgment.
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Good afternoon all!.. Yesterday, I made my report to the detective handling my case and when he left, I was alone. In my soul, my spirit felt vanquished and I needed comfort. That is how I found AS. In need of much support, and realizing I cannot walk nor survive alone, I am reaching out. Creativity has always been an outlet for me, but I have been self-medicating and swallowed by depression since the event happened three weeks ago. Something has been triggered within me to reach out and ask for others to walk me through this valley of despair that has consumed me. I understand that it is