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Harmonious

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    United States
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    Art, Video Games, Making new friends

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  1. Hi Everyone

    Welcome! I liked reading your post. It's positive! Its been a while since I logged in due to school. Anyways! We are similar! I love video games (pc gamer here!). Nature.. I just love nature. It just shows how beautiful the world really is. Music.. I love music but I can't play an instrument!! Its so difficult I never done laser tag before but I would love to give that a try. Just like you, I try to do more living than existing! I am the type of person that gets bored with everything and thinks life is pointless, which is so negative (although I am trying my best to get rid of this concept out of my mind). Music, art, video games, friends, and nature has changed my life forever! I'm so glad that you were able to find this site! There are so many kind people here any they are all supportive! Best wishes on your healing journey! We are always here
  2. What Did You Do For You Today?

    I have been working on my research paper for quite sometime which is due on Friday. Pretty stressful week but it will pay off! After studying, I went to eat lunch with friends then went to the gym.
  3. New Here

    Hi there, I am also new here. Joining this forum has helped me heal throughout. I was assaulted 15 years ago and it still is haunting even though I have been through recovery. I wish you the best luck! Always remember that you are not alone and there is a lot of support here!
  4. Hello Everyone!

    Hi there, I have also joined last week. I have been shadowing the forums for about 2 years.Remember that you are not always alone! I too have been in therapy and it has helped me throughout my life! I wish you the best for therapy! Joining here is helping me recover slowly.
  5. Feeling Lost

    Hi Chris! Don't worry! I was hesitant for about two years to join and post on this forum until last week. Joining this forum has lifted weights off! You are never alone and we are always here to support you! To be honest, I have gained confidence and courage here because i know that there many kind people here that are supportive. Always remember, you are NEVER alone and there is always someone supporting you and you may not even know it!
  6. A Little Nervous

    Hi Sappbire, You are not the only one!! I too was nervous to join this forum. I have been shadowing this for about 2 years and I signed up last week since I finally realized that everyone here is supportiNg and kind!!Always remember that you are not alone and there we are always going to continue the support and love!
  7. Dark Days

    I will be completely honest with my recovery. It took me 15 years to recover but I am not completely healed. I get those random days of uncontrollable depression and anxiety about the past and worrying about my future. I recovered at a faster rate as soon as I realized that I am not alone. There are many good people in this world that are supportive and loving! I am glad that you shared a part of your story. I am also new here but I was shadowing this forum for two years since I was nervous and feared judgement Until i saw how kind everyone was here! I know the past have affected our lives deeply but we cannot let the past take over us. We must find ways to stay strong and be positive! There is no magic pill to recovery but it does not mean it's possible. There are many good people in this world that are loving and supportive! Always remember that you are not alone and you must play a part in your healing process. You may not know it but you already have support! I have total faith that you will find recovery! Always stay strong and remain positive! I know you can do this!
  8. Hi Everyone

    Hi Jamessavik. My parents are actually born in the Philippines. We immigrated to the United States when I was around 13-14 years old. I totally agree with you that the Philippines is a beautiful place but in certain areas though since it has gotten worse as I heard in the news. I was at the wrong place at the wrong time. We still visit the Philippines but not my village. I am still trying to find ways to recover as well! I feel welcomed here. I know you will find a way! Louiseroi, Hi there. I agree how something so quick can actually destroy our innocence and affect our future. I am glad that you found a way to recover the memory of abuse. I feel like I have recovered throughout the past but it is not fully completed. It's no easy to recover but I know it is possible! There is so many loving people here just looking at all the support and testimonies. Thanks!
  9. Hi Everyone

    Hi everyone, I am new here. I am 21 years old. I am a male survivor for about 15 years now. I have been looking to signing up but I was too afraid of getting judged until I saw everyone's testimony over time. I have been looking at this forum for about 2 years, afraid to sign up until now. Forgive my English too if I make mistakes. It all started in the Philippines. The children were able to play freely without parents watching. I went to an alley way since the playground was straight ahead and there was an unfamiliar adult that came out of no where and then molested me. I have been a victim of child molestation at age 6. I have overcome the challenges in life although it was extremely difficult. Because I was a victim, it was hard for me to make friends and trust others. I have heard parents calling me "weird" and "unusual" child since I did not go well with society. I had also went into self harm but that stop years ago although I still suffer from mild depression and anxiety. I was one of those loners in school until late high school years and college. I am not completely healed yet but I am good today. There are a lot of nice, supportive people out there. The counselors and psychiatrist have helped a lot and they are supportive and my friends are like the closest to me yet they do not know about my past since I am afraid to expose the past due to judgement and it does hurt. Once I am ready or when the right time comes, I will most likely share the past to them. I am so glad that I joined this group that has no form of judgement towards others. It gives me confidence when other people share their stories and how supportive people are. It's not easy sharing the past since it does hurt! Just typing this right now is giving me confidence. It feels like that I am letting go of the past slowly. I know that I am not alone! I have no regrets sharing my story to the outside world now and hope that I can help others as well in the future. My dream is to become a Psychiatrist ever since this happened to me. I hope to get into Medical school next two years! Edit: I live in the United States now! Not in the Philippines.
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