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Everything posted by Jaybird13

  1. Tried hurting myself yesterday, but realized I couldn't do it because I'm pregnant. I could never hurt my children. Crying doesn't help with the pain. I have no one to turn to and no support. I just want to be happy so bad.

    1. patriciag


      I am glad you didn't hurt yourself. Sorry you are in so much pain. Have you tried writing how you are feeling.? You have support here.

    2. rollininthedeep


      Hi, So sorry your struggling. Please feel free to pm me anytime you need. Sitting with you if ok. 

    3. OmegaWolf


      Jay, friend, awesome person. You can always come to me for support. I'm sorry you're feeling so bad. I'm very glad you did not hurt yourself. :bighug:

  2. I hate my life. I don't want to feel worthless and unwanted anymore. I may not be worth much, but I should be allowed some happiness in this world.

    1. Goewin


      You aren't worthless, and you do deserve happiness. Those feelings are totally understandable. Hope things take a turn for the better soon. :hug:

    2. Jaybird13


      Thank you for your kind words Goewin, my life has fallen apart at the worst time. I feel like I'll never be truly happy and it's all I want. Anytime I feel like I am happy it gets ripped away from me. I just want to lay down and cry.

    3. OmegaWolf


      I'm sorry Jaybird. I know the feeling so well. Don't let them stop you. You've come through hell and high water to get where you are now you can get through this.

  3. 28 weeks pregnant today. Had an ultrasound and baby is doing great. Seeing my baby made me happier than I've been in a long time. I wish life were easier on me.

    1. patriciag
    2. Jaybird13


      Thank you! It was :)

    3. patriciag


      when I was pregnant there was no ultrasounds, when I got to see my granddaughter the first time through ultrasound there are no words to tell you the feeling but you know the feeling AMAZING!!!!

  4. 25 weeks pregnant today and I've already started nesting. Love feeling him kick :wub:

  5. No matter what we have been through many of us have similar after effects. I'm sure you will find the people here very supportive and understanding. There are no judgements here. I'm glad you are seeking support. Welcome to AS
  6. Making homemade Valentine's with my daughter and watching the magic school bus. Feeling great at the moment :)

  7. Welcome to AS. Talk when you are ready. We are all here to support you.
  8. 24 weeks pregnant with my baby boy. He's so active, I love feeling him kick.

    1. OmegaWolf


      That's so cool. Its a nice feeling, I actually got  little jealous of my wife Lynn being able to feel Gracie kick. If I hugged her grace would give a nice big kick like "dude give me some space'

  9. Welcome to AS Miller, I'm sure you will find this site very supportive. I'm sorry for whatever has brought you here but I am sure you will find others in similar situations who you can connect with.
  10. Where is all this anxiety coming from???

  11. So confused and lost, I want my life back, I want myself back, why is this happening?

  12. So happy about pregnancy but I think my relationship is ending. I think he's still cheating but I could be wrong. I feel like it's my fault, maybe he would love me if I wasn't broken.

  13. 17 weeks pregnant, no job, trust issues with SO due to lying and cheating and hating life right now...

  14. Feeling better, started working out again and it is definitely helping... Trying not to focus on the negative and work towards the positive.

  15. Hating life right now, I wish I could just be happy for longer than a few months at a time...

  16. I have started working out and am feeling great... I love spring!

    1. ActivistAlly


      Go Jaybird!!! Yay!

  17. Reconnected with an old friend and am trying to get out more... I have been happier and am continuing my healing journey!

  18. Recently changed my look to something I've always enjoyed and am focusing on me... =)

  19. Why do I do the things I do? Am I weird? :-(

  20. Peanut Butter and Jelly Sammiches...

  21. You will definitely find that kind of support here. Welcome and I am sorry for everything you have had to go through. Good luck in your journey.
  22. Called in to work to give myself time to heal... didn't feel well this morning... gonna take a bath.
  23. I'm angry you broke me... You said I'd be safe... I'm not your slave anymore...
  24. Amazing Morning... Bright and sunny... This will be a good day!

  25. Hello and Welcome, I am pretty new here too but this is a great place to begin healing. I am happy you found yourself here and hope you find everything as useful as I am finding it. Everyone is supportive, they have great advice, and they are always willing to listen when you need it. I am sorry for what happened to you, but I hope you will find your inspiration here. Good luck in your journey!
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