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Jaybird13

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  1. I give up on everything at this point

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Don't give up. What is going on Beamcam? I'm hear if you need someone to talk to. :console:

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  2. I havent been around the past few weeks im struggling but maintaining my computer crashed and waiting for funds to get new one probably the end of next week pm me if you want to talk to me or check in with me.  Been frustrating that I have been absent from my family 

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thinking about you recently and hoping things are going well! Sorry to hear about the computer. :hug:

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  3. Questioning my purpose... All I seem to do is bring people down. Did I survive everything just to be a burden?

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      I am doing better than I was. Just navigating life day by day. I just hope you are taking care of yourself. :hug:

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  4. Questioning my purpose... All I seem to do is bring people down. Did I survive everything just to be a burden?

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      You have always been there for me and lifted me up when down... You are not a burden at all :hug:

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  5. This year has been awful. I left this place as I had hoped life was getting better and now I fear it never will. :(

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thank you free2fly, sorry you are having a rough year too. :(

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  6. I feel like I'm standing in a crowded room screaming for help and no one hears me... That, or no one cares 😞

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thank you everyone. I have wanted to lay in bed and cry all day but too many people depend on me and I never get a break... I could definitely use hugs and support right now. 

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  7. Love the cold weather :P

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      I like sleeping with my window open under all my blankets... it feels amazing :throb:

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  8. I'm a horrible person :(:(:(

  9. I'm tired... Scared, afraid, frustrated, and uncertain. But very tired.

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Sorry you're feeling so down, let me know if you want to talk.

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  10. Nightmares, and woke up in tears this morning. Another day of running on no sleep I guess. I stupidly looked him up on Facebook, and made things worse. What is wrong with me? When will I stop doing this to myself? 

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thank you all for the kind words and understanding. I spent the day dwelling for the most part but am currently doing better. I feel like I've been distant to those around me lately and I'm not sure what to do about it. I hope this feeling passes as time moves forward. I want to start feeling happy again. I hope I can feel happy again.

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  11. I had my beautiful baby boy May 27th and he is amazing and healthy! After a long stressful pregnancy I want to thank everyone here for the support offered and received!

     

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  12. I had my beautiful baby boy May 27th and he is amazing and healthy! After a long stressful pregnancy I want to thank everyone here for the support offered and received!

     

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    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thank you everyone, loving time with my little boy! He makes all my pain and troubles seem so insignificant... I can't stop staring at him 💙💜💚

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  13. It's my birthday today, but I'm not really feeling it. If it is anything like the rest of my year it'll end with bad news and I'll feel like less of a person once again. I'm just hoping my day is happy instead of lonely sad and frustrating.

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thank you for the birthday wishes. My day got better towards the end and I stuffed my pregnant self full of seafood before passing out early. I hope your husband had a wonderful birthday as well.

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  14. Hm. But I wish you a happy birthday and God bless. Perhaps it makes you a little bit happier. :)

     

    Greetings,

    Ausi

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thank you Ausi, the day got better towards the end.

  15. It's my birthday today, but I'm not really feeling it. If it is anything like the rest of my year it'll end with bad news and I'll feel like less of a person once again. I'm just hoping my day is happy instead of lonely sad and frustrating.

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      So far fiance hasn't said happy birthday, I'm in an excruciating amount of pain but forced myself down and back up the 3 story walk up so I could pick my sick daughter up from school. Now we're both lying in bed and I'm hoping nothing else happens today. :(

      Thank you jenjudd for the understanding.

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  16. Determined to have a good day! Happy Ishtar/Easter everyone!

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      I'm sorry numb, I hope you were able to have a good day. Ours actually turned out pretty good. Made breakfast, dyed eggs, we each got an easter basket, egg hunt, and then I made lasagna. We almost never do traditional meals for holidays except thanksgiving, because I love Turkey, and, not to brag, but I'm an awesome cook!

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  17. Sorry I have not been active. Dealing with a very tough situation at home concerning SA. Not feeling strong at all.

  18. Loving the nice weather. Hoping to get outside and be happy today.

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thank you, it was beautiful. Now we're supposed to get rained on for a few days. :rain:

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  19. :bubble: Excited hoping to find Eagles today to take pictures, hope I can find them!!!!

  20. I'm sorry that I am taking forever and a day to get to people's threads. I promise you amazing people that I am trying. Just dealing with some things currently... Wanted you all to know I cared.

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      No need to apologize wolf, take as much time to yourself as you need. We're here for you if you need us. 

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  21. Today is my birthday and I woke up last night in pain and had a hard time sleeping. Still hoping for a good day. Hoping the pain will go away soon...

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Happy Birthday, I hope you have a great day despite everything. :party2:

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  22. Not even on the way to work yet and I'm already a mess. Not good. The muggles are very much getting me down today..

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      I'm with you wolf. Message me if you need to talk. 

  23. I hate my life. I don't want to feel worthless and unwanted anymore. I may not be worth much, but I should be allowed some happiness in this world.

    1. Jaybird13

      Jaybird13

      Thank you for your kind words Goewin, my life has fallen apart at the worst time. I feel like I'll never be truly happy and it's all I want. Anytime I feel like I am happy it gets ripped away from me. I just want to lay down and cry.

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