Hoping to find some peace here, and let go of some confusion. Although I'm not sure if that's even possible as I can't remember details or much of my childhood at all. I havn't seen my Father in 9 years, recently a friend of the family told my brother he was in town ... and asking about me. All kinds of things have been going through my head lately. I was living in a different state, I suppose I felt safe knowing he still thought I was so far away. Now I know he knows I'm back ... and he knows where I live. (you would think someone would understand that there may be a reason a father wouldn't know where his daughter was living ... I guess people don't stop to think before talking) Anyway ... I have a lot to figure out ... and I hope I can find some help here. Sorry if none of that made any sense.