First, I want to thank you guys for just being around in general. This last year has been really rough cuz I've had to try to cope alone except for two or three people. I still felt alone, though, because there's no way they could really understand. It really helps to know I'm not alone and that there's not just one person, but a whole community of people who get me. So thank you I've been doing a lot of soul searching lately and have decided that I am sick to death of feeling like a victim. I want to be a survivor. so I'm hoping joining this community helps and that I can help other people.