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Everything posted by SujuElf5

  1. Okay, I need to ACTUALLY take the steps I have wanted to take for a long time...Both the steps toward my dreams and my steps toward getting out of this house!!!

  2. I have been gone too. Welcome back!!!
  3. I think I may know what path in my life I can take now!! I just gotta make it happen! :)

  4. I don't know what I'm doing with my life

  5. I want to be a wizard, with a magical staff and a cool hat. ^^ I know girls aren't supposed to wizards, but whatever. I want want to be a wizard lol.

  6. Out of curiosity, does anyone know the amount of time it is expected to take to fix the problem?
  7. From this point on, I'm going to be different. Bye old me...I think, only time will determine if I actually change or not.

  8. From this point on, I think I'm going to be different...Bye old me...I think, only time will te

  9. I'm mad...I can't change my profile picture...

  10. Just confused...and a bit numb as well.

  11. Ugh...I'm so frustrated.

  12. Happy Holidays!!!

  13. I've been feeling better Its probably because I'm numb, but I don't care. I may be disconnecting from my past a bit, but at least I'm not in pain.

  14. I've been feeling better. Its probably because I'm numb, but I don't care. I know I may be disconnecting from my past a bit and forgetting who I am, bit at least that's better than being in pain.

  15. I'm afraid that I won't be able to overcome this.

  16. I'm feel empty; like I have no soul.

  17. I'm an empty shell with no soul.

  18. I have a weird mind that either gets obsessed with something or doesn't care at all. For example if I'm practicing my instruments or doing schoolwork, I will either do it all at once in a very obsessive way or not do anything at all. When I read a book, if I don't read it in a few days, I will never end up finishing it. The same goes for my r*pes. I will go days, maybe even months without thinking about it, but when I do think about it, its on my mind a lot. As I said, almost in an obsessive way. I also blocked out a lot of what happened, so when I do think about it, I don't actually think of the event in detail. I more so think of the concept of what happened and how I've had to cope.
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