Jilted Yellow
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I can only feel empowered for moments at a time
Back to feeling like shiiiizzzzzz
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I was raped.
This is just practice in saying it.
And, standing on this subway platform right now on a Monday at 11:30am, I believe myself.
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My heart and my throat hurt. I can't express how much I don't want this to be so. I'm a smart woman; surely I can think my way out of this, right? Logic this straight out of existence.
And yet, somehow, I cannot.
God, my heart aches.
All I do is cry all the time.
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You can't predict the future, no matter how intelligence you are( and you are, very much so) things like this will happen, but that doesn't make you any less intelligent.
Let your feelings out, cry, scream,shake,do aggressive art, mosh,aggressive poetry and let that energy out in a healthy fashion,you are strong and smart. And remember that,tell that to your self. Write it down in the mirror and everytime you see it you'll remember.
You're emotions matter, and it's best not to bottle.
Take care, my friend.
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@snmls I'm trying to learn new ways of thinking, too. It's hard, when I'm used to being mean to myself and abusing myself, but I think I'm getting better. You take care too
@Whiteraven Thank you <3 I'm trying to remind myself that my feelings are mine to feel, and somehow over the past few days I've been realizing that more and more. It makes me sad, and angry, that things like this happen, and I keep thinking, I don't want to learn to be strong from having a plethora of bad things happen to me. I hope I can just be strong and smart without having to be hurt, over and over and over again.
@Winterwishes *~**(**(**(**(WinterWishes)**)**)**)**~*