Hi, umm I'm not too sure what to say so I'll just say it that will be easier for me. I'm 29 and now haven't been in a relationship of any kind for about 10 years now. When I was in high school I got sexually assualted by some of the guys there. It then got spread around that I was easy. Then on my 16th I got raped by one of my friends friends at a party, I was drinking stupid me. But when I said no and to stop he just didn't listen. Noone else was there to stop him. Then I started to drink too much and went clubbing a lot. Then I guess I put myself in some bad situations. I can sometimes go th