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BreakMyShell

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    Listen to your gut! We get feelings about people for a reason..never ignore that. Im also reminded of a quote by Maya Angelou ..."when people tell you who they are, believe them." Also something for you to keep in mind.. This man is telling you that he possibly raped a girl, and that he is a monster. It's entirely possible he's telling you the truth. I know as a trauma survivor, its hard to figure out people's motivations, and it seems hard to feel like we deserve the best. Sometimes we are blinded to people's awful sides. And monsters use all sorts of tricks to lure their
  2. I've decided to work on a huge goal....going on a date. I've accomplished so much in 2017...so much more than I ever thought I would. I went to NYC, which had been a dream forever. Yes, I spent most of the trip anxious and in tears, but I did it. I bought my dream home (although it wouldn't be a dream to most people..it's a 20 acre fixer upper and I've loved every minute of working on the property and fixing it up). I've discovered some supplements that have really helped me feel mentally and emotionally stable. I haven't felt suicidal in months..my depression has been so much better, and the
  3. @uncountedstatistics I love my middle school babies! They drive me insane sometimes, but I love them. Do you like working with that age?
  4. Wow, I am so glad that you made it through! I love that you say you're your own hero. You sound like a very strong person! im sorry you saw that dark side of life but I am glad you finally found your current boyfriend, who sounds great!
  5. That is so awesome that you have a kind, supportive boyfriend!
  6. I just discovered this website has a blog. I will try to use it but uhh...I'll probably forget. Today was an odd day. I'm a school counselor so many of my days are odd..usually in a bad way.. but today was one of those "just right" odd days that makes me laugh. There was a weird sixth grade gang fight today among the most mild mannered boys ever. It was weird. Like six or seven of them just decided to beat the hell out of each other in the hallway..except the hell wasnt beat out of anyone because they're all too nice and respectful. So they basically pushed and shoved each other, a s
  7. my inner child is feeling lonley and unloved. i want to tell her...be strong, you have me. and i dont know why no one loves you, but i love you very much.
  8. dear little me, you deserved to be hugged and loved on and told you were beautiful, you should have been
  9. But I remember you before you became a story. Sometimes, I feel a thorn in my foot when there is no thorn. They tell me, not unkindly, that I should imagine nothing here. --Marie Howe (Gretel, from a sudden clearing"
  10. But I remember you before you became a story. Sometimes, I feel a thorn in my foot when there is no thorn. They tell me, not unkindly, that I should imagine nothing here. --Marie Howe (Gretel, from a sudden clearing"
  11. I wore shorts in public for the first time in years yesterday...and Friday AND today wore a skirt...doesn't sound like much but to me thats a big "oh hell yea you go girl!"
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