[I joined long before but I am still new.]

Hi reglois, Thx for the nice greethings.

[I joined long before but I am still new.]

Hi Blondi, hi MeBeMary,

I am happy to this network. Thank you for welcome greethings.

 

Friendly greethings,

Ausi

[I joined long before but I am still new.]

Hi Patricia,

 

thank you for your kind comment. Yes I am very happy to found this network again and that my account is still working. Good to know about this safe place here.

:-)

[I joined long before but I am still new.]

Hi,

I joined in this network long ago. But, I don´t know why, never used. Perhaps I was not in the right condition. I remember I was still a little bit blocked at this time. Somedays ago I random found my password for this account again. So I decided to take this as a sign that being here could maybe be right for me.

I am 36 years old and I got sexually assaulted in my youth by an accquiatance. It was not a rape in sense of law but for me it was enough. I think I still can´t remember everything what happened even if some memories are back. Some people in my life considered me as overreacting I think, because I am still struggling so much with that experience. I don´t know. Perhaps I am survivor of something in my earlier childhood too or I am a secondary survivor that I can´t remember, except too dreams I had as a child and which are still clearly in my mind. And some bad feelings in some situations. Someone told me one time, that could be true. That´s why the experience of my youth is still hurting me so much, because it caused a trigger. I don´t know.

 

Friendly greethings to everyone,

Ausi