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TerraMarkov

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  1. Hi

    Hi there. Welcome to AS. It's great to meet you. I know you'll find the support you're looking for. T
  2. I think I'm back, hello!

    Hi fallen!!! Welcome back!! So happy to hear from you!
  3. Hey Everyone!

    Welcome! I'm sorry for what brings you here but I'm glad you are in a place where you can receive all of the support you need. If you ever want to chat you can always message me. Welcome!
  4. Hey there! Just checking in 😄

  5. Thinking of you 🌻

  6. Rising up to the challenge of our rival.

  7. Hi Me Pep. Welcome to After Silence! I'm sorry for how youve been feeling lately. I have to say I am very excited that you decided to join us on AS; it makes me happy to know that secondary survivors are here to help. It shows a lot about a person
  8. Hi Fallen! Hope everything is okay; stay safe!

    Many hugs, if okay. Keep me updated. Here for you!

    1. fallenstar

      fallenstar

      Hi Terra, thanks so much for your message, it means a lot :):) Thank you for hugs. I'm doing much better!

  9. Carry on my wayward son.

  10. New

    Hi Gary! It's very nice to meet you and I'm glad to see that you have sought out After Silence. I'm sorry for the pain that you have endured but you will find much support and many friends here. If you ever need anything or you just want you chat you can always message me. We are all about supporting one another and I'm sure we can help you along with your healing process. Hope to see you around the website! Shine bright Terra
  11. Lost in more senses then one....

    Hi Socially Awkward. Welcome to After Silence. I'm so sorry for what has happened to you. I know you are going through struggles internally, and I saw that you mentioned you were "ashamed" or yourself at that age. You were taken advantage of. Everyone here has had different experiences, different people, different types of assault...but we all dealt with it. So did/are you. You were a child when this happened, this was not your fault and you shouldn't blame yourself. I know you said you "enjoyed it" but honestly you couldn't have know what it meant. When I was 8 years old, I thought women got pregnant from sitting on a toilet seat that a boy peed on, So at school when I would use the restroom I was afraid I was pregnant. That was my view on things, and even then you were younger than that. There was absolutely no way you would have know what was happening was wrong. Adults (people older than you) can make horrible things seem the way they want it to (fun, happy, exciting). Younger children aren't experienced enough to know truth from lie, right from wrong, and tricks from reality. I'm so glad that you decided to become a member of AS. We are all here supporting you. And nothing that happened to you should make you feel like a "wuss". We don't categorize what happened to us by the severity or the situation. We only focus on ourselves now and our recovery. You can message me if you ever want to talk. Terra
  12. New and scared

    Hello bridgesandrain! I hope that you are doing well today! I'm glad that you decided to become part of After Silence. We are all here to support one another. If you need any help or you just want to talk you can always message me! I'm a moderator for several sections on After Silence and no not everything is public. You need to post a few times (10) before you can access the "Share your Section" forum. And if you want to be a member of the "Female Survivors" I can message you the password. Terra
  13. Hi And Hugs

    Hello Lisa! I'm glad that you've become part of After Silence! I'm sure you will find the support that you are looking for. I'm sorry that you have suffered trauma in any way but I hope you know that you are not alone. You are among friends and we're here to help you if you ever need anything. If you need to talk or just wanna chat feel free to message me. Shine bright, Terra
  14. Introduction

    Hi McCloud! I'm sorry that you have endured abuse in your past. I'm glad that you decided to join our group; and I hope we can help you in your recovery process. Welcome to After Silence, and remember that you are among many friends and supporters. If you have any questions, or you just want to talk you can always message me and I will chat with you as soon as I can Terra
  15. Hello. New Person Here.

    Hi Fromage! I'm sorry that there is a possibility of abuse in your past. I hope that you find the support you are looking for, like I have Welcome to After Silence, and remember that you are among many friends and supporters. If you have any questions, or you just want to talk you can always message me and I will chat with you as soon as I can Terra
  16. Hi There

    Hi Loli, I'm glad that you decided to become a member at AS; I know it must have been extremely hard for you to come here after all of this time. I hope you find the support you are looking for. We are all here to listen and help you in your healing process. If you ever need to talk you can always message me. Terra
  17. Hi There

    Hello Missalee, welcome to After Silence! I'm glad that you joined our forums and I hope that you find the support you are looking for! I have found this website to be extremely helpful in my healing process; I hope it does the same for you! If you need anything, or you just want to chat feel free to message me Terra
  18. Hello, New Here :)

    P.S. My favorite (and most recommended books) are: Harry Potter, The Lord of the Rings collection, A series of unfortunate events, Tuesdays with Morrie, Chronicles of Narnia, Through the Looking Glass/Alice in Wonderland
  19. Hello, New Here :)

    Hello Sarah! Welcome to After Silence! I hope you find the support you are looking for. You are among many friends here If you ever want to chat, feel free to message me! Terra
  20. When Does It End?

    Hello mrawr, I'm so sorry for what has happened to you. I hope by the time you read this you are feeling a little bit better. Yes, the healing process can sometimes be excruciatingly long!! My attack was a little over two years ago, and there are still things that completely throw me off track. But, there is no set date on "when it will end". There will be days that you are triggered less than others and you will find coping mechanisms that work better than others, but chances are that you will always be dealing with what happened to you. That's how I am. I don't forget what happened, but every day I learn a little something new about myself or my ways of dealing with situations. The support I have found on AS has also helped me so much. i hope it does the same for you. If you ever need to talk, or you just want a friend to chat with you can always message me! Terra
  21. “Fawkes is a phoenix, Harry. Phoenixes burst into flame when it is time for them to die and are reborn from the ashes.”

  22. Hello

    Thank you for joining AS! I'm sure you will find the support you are looking for If you ever want to chat, you can always message me Terra
  23. Hi

    Hello Lady Bug! I'm glad that you found this site also! I'm sure you will find as much support as you need here; as well as make new friends that will hopefully assist you on your road to recovery I'm sorry that you have suffered pain, like most of us, but if you ever need to talk (or just want to make friends and chat) you can also message me! Have a great day! Terra
  24. Hello All

    Hello! Welcome to AS! I'm so glad that you decided to join our forum! I'm sure you'll find support and friends here! Feel free to message me if you ever want to chat! Have a great day, Terra
  25. New Here... Hello

    Welcome Purveen! I'm glad that you decided to post on the forums! I know you will find the support you're looking for! If you ever want to talk, or if you need a friend, feel free to message me! Have a good day! Terra
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