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  1. Lost............. Where am I    Who am i

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    2. mariella47


      Thank you patriciag!!!!

    3. mariella47


      Even though I've been on this road for so many years, I still lose my way😐

    4. Free2Fly


      Your welcome :) safe hugs :hug: 

  2. ANGER!!!!!

    Don't know how to release it, too afraid to release it. Afraid it's gonna be bigger than me:angry::(:tantrum:

  3. Why can't I accept who I am!!!! After all these years, I'm still struggling with!!! Always wanting to be someone else!! Always running 😥😥😥

    1. limbodante


      Because you're focusing on the bits of you that you don't like. What qualities do you admire in others? If you didn't have those qualities within you, or the potential to develop them, you wouldn't recognise them in others. Spend some time focusing on your positive qualities rather than your shortcomings. Are you a good friend? Do you care about people? Do you like animals? Do you want to help people? Are you generous with your time or money? Do you give to charity? Are you compassionate? Do you give good hugs? Can you sing? Do you support talented people whose work you enjoy? Do you have any talents? Are you a good listener? Would you pick up litter and put it in the bin if someone dropped a wrapper near a bin? Think of what POSITIVE things define you. The negative things speak louder, but the positive ones are buried under them somewhere if you can dive in and look without grabbing at the bad stuff as you pass

    2. mariella47


      Thankyou limbodante. I do keep these things in mind but..............

      I'm fighting a battle within myself, the good and the poison in me. The poison spreads when I'm alone and when I'm around negative people. 

      I'm doing my best to right off the poison in me, it's just so tiring.

      :hug:thankyou again

  4. seek the wisdom that will untie your knot. seek the path that demands your whole being.

  5. "Trust the wisdom of your soul. It knows the way"

  6. don't make a permanent decision on a temporary emotion.

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    2. mariella47


      (((a9z))) Had to repeat it in my head a few times today, and it worked. Lets see how long it lasts. :-)

    3. Ember


      I'm so glad it worked dear. I'll be hoping it lasts... forever!

    4. mariella47


      xxxooo thankyou!

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