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chlo

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  1. I'm shaking I've been crying that much :cry::cry::sadang:

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs if okay? :hug: 

      I am here for you.

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you chlo. :hug: if ok. 

    3. oceonwaves

      oceonwaves

      supporting you, and sorry you are so upset.:hug:

  2. Really struggling with suicidal feelings!!!!!!!! I can't cope anymore!!!!!!!!!!

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    2. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Your not stupid or pathetic, your just struggling sweetie , it will get better just give it time safe hugs if okay? :hug: 

    3. chlo

      chlo

      How will it get better it won't. It's just restart again. I can't do this. Nothings ever going to get better ever! That's why I give up

    4. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      I'm sorry :( 

      just be safe though friend I don't want anything bad to happen to you.

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  3. Started selfharming in my sleep :cry::unsure::(:cry:

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Hey chlo safe hugs :hug: if okay?

       

      hope your alright. & not hurt too bad.

    2. Annie7
  4. Think im having a complete break down 

    1. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Sitting with you. :hug: if ok.

    2. snmls

      snmls

      I'm sorry you are feeling this way chlo.  Sitting with you if that's alright. 

    3. Free2Fly
  5. Really not feeling so good

    1. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

       

      sitting with you. :) 

    2. MermaidGirl91

      MermaidGirl91

      Safe hugs chlo

    3. chlo

      chlo

      Somethings not right

  6. I can't cope with this life anymore

  7. I don't deserve friends, I don't deserve help, I don't deserve anything other than the be abused again and again until I rot

    1. Kali K.

      Kali K.

      Sometimes, I feel like this too.  Logically, I know that I do deserve happiness, but it can be so hard to see inward past the pain. When thinking outward, like when reading these words of yours, I think without hesitation and with nothing but loving kindness - you, chlo, you do deserve love and support and you never did and never will deserve pain. 

    2. MeBeMary

      MeBeMary

      Nobody deserves this, especially someone who thinks they do. It is a mentality forced into our brains by others. They were wrong, and the thoughts they placed in you were wrong and they should be the ones to rot. You deserve better. You deserve friends, you deserve help, and you deserve to be happy. Sitting with you and hoping these thoughts leave you soon.  :hug: if ok. 

  8. I'm so stupid! So pathetic! So ashamed! I belong in prison with the rest of them!

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    2. Annie7
    3. Free2Fly

      Free2Fly

      Safe hugs if okay? :hug: 

      your not a bad person and you shouldn't feel like this.

      sitting with you if okay?

       

      free

    4. mary1887

      mary1887

      no you don't

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  9. Hate myself so much! Hate my mood swings and big mouth :cry:

    1. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      Don't hate yourself.  Sending you safe hugs if ok. :hug:

    2. chlo

      chlo

      Thanks, but I do hate myself I hate myself very much

  10. All I ever do is be depressed and people don't talk to me because I'm too depressing, or I'm hyper and annoy everyone :sadang:

    1. Hawkgirl

      Hawkgirl

      :candle:sitting with you

  11. Please don't leave billie 

  12. I can't get in chat :( the day I desperately needed it :(

    1. Annie7

      Annie7

      go to chat room link bottom of forum page and a few of us there are talking on and off chlo 

       

    2. chlo

      chlo

      I'm not sure where you mean :(

    3. winterwishes
  13. why does everyone hate me?!!

    1. ActivistAlly

      ActivistAlly

      I like you Chlo. you are not hateable.

    2. Annie7

      Annie7

      i like you a lot chlo

  14. not been feeling great lately :(

  15. horrible therapy session today :( struggling :(

    1. Ember

      Ember

      (((Safe hugs)))

  16. feel so mortified, cheap dirty and disgusting!

    1. Little Mermaid Girl

      Little Mermaid Girl

      your not any of those things hun.safe hugs.

    2. Ember

      Ember

      ((((Chlo)))) Sorry you feel that way.

      I agree with Little Mermaid Girl.

  17. feeling really overwhelmed about the last couple of days :/

  18. chlo

    Hi

    yeah, sounds exactly how I feel, stopped going out at first, now I can go out but still have to be someone. I just completely isolated myself after, still do but not completely anymore, still don't speak to friends, don't even know if were friends anymore everything happened so quick. we don't talk but when I see pictures and stuff of fb I really miss how I use to be, miss them, miss being normal and having a normal life.
  19. chlo

    Hi

    I don't mind about talking to older, tbh I think its sometimes less embarrassing talking to people who are older than me, just when I hadn't seen many people my age made me feel a bit more lonely and isolated. thanks, I have been thinking about doing another thread in one of the other sections to talk about it but thought about maybe reading some others first. thanks for helping.
  20. chlo

    Hi

    thanks, yeah im 18. I wanna talk about what happened and how I feel, I tried talking to people on an anxiety site, but I found they didn't fully understand, they got the anxiety bit, but not the more confusing stuff, which is more the stuff I need help with. I just never know what to say, how much is too much detail, or not enough. how do you put stuff into words? its still only quite recent it happened and since people found out, but no one so far can really help, not anymore anyway, they've kind of helped as much as they can, but they just don't understand it.although theres loads of people here I feel like im the only one going through stuff that's so personal and embarrassing, I know everyones different and do different things to cope ect, just feel so negative about myself for some of the things that I do.
  21. chlo

    Hi

    its hard cause most the people I have noticed are older than me, feel like im the only one this young, I don't know just what I feel. feel a bit out of place.
  22. hi kat, I just started using this too. finding it a bit nerve wrecking atm though.
  23. chlo

    Hi

    thanks, it is a little nerve wrecking atm, don't really know what to expect or anything.
  24. chlo

    Hi

    hi, im new here. I haven't ever really met anyone or spoke to anyone else who has been through something similar. I don't really know what to say, find it hard to start conversations, ask anything you want I find it easier to sometimes answer questions rather than trying to think of what to say on my own, especially at the beginning as I get to know everyone.
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