chlo
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I love and care about you so much as a friend and I don't want to let you go, but at the same time you hurt me so much and it's killing me inside.
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Tonight I had a bath. Ok so its nothing amazing, but was my first wash in over a month (disgusting i know). I found it so mentally draining but dont understand why
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Well that's yet another appointment cancelled
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Suppose to be last ever appointment with psychologist next week, but still today's appointment has been cancelled, that's 2 weeks in a row and shes only got next week before leaving for new job
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Got a voice mail today telling me to ring my mental health team so the can explain what's happening with my appointment with my psychologist tomorrow. I got a feeling this is another one cancelled again. I can't take this anymore!!!!!!!!
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Very few precious session with my psychologist and one got cancelled last week
I knew I was so worthless she doesn't even want to see me anymore -
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Cancel. I can't deal with this my cpn is changing too. My sisters wedding is 3 weeks away where I have to wear a dress I'm not comfortable in, be in a busy place for a full day, see my dad who I haven't seen since I was 12 so 10 years and his family, and I have to have a meal so eating in front of loads of people including strangers. My pony is not what I bought so may have to go as he's too much. A online friend is no longer talking to me and that alone is killing me tbh. I just can't cope at all.
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Feel on the edge of a breakdown
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Why am I such a worthless person. Everyone's leaving me again I'm that worthless
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So many things I want to say but I can't
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My T says we believe our own voice before anyone else's. I have to continually work on that. I hope you will consider that and not say those negative things to and about yourself. You don't deserve anyone being mean to you...not even yourself.
Maybe your psychologist feels you need someone else. I don't know the circumstances. I am almost sure it's not personal though. I am so sorry you're hurting.
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The only thing that is wrong with you is that you are hurting, and even that is not your fault. Nobody deserves this pain, not even you. I cannot advise on your psychologist, other than perhaps there is a better one out there for you. One more suited to your needs that can and wants to help you.
Do not give up, because even if you don't believe it right now, you are worth it.
to you, if ok.
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I'm a failure at life!!
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No you are not. Certain people *cough the a hole abusers cough* but you are not. You are a survivor. You have impacted someone's life one way or another, the only way to fail at life, imo is *tw* to hurt someone so badly that they wished they had just been killed.
You are in pain, this thought is just a thought not a fact.
im sitting with you if that's okay.
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Had a bit of a wobbler yesturday and in front of my mum so she's got worried. I'm such a horrible daughter stressing her put all the time
she would be better off without me!
I'm holding your hand if that's okay 
