chlo

Your not stupid or pathetic, your just struggling sweetie , it will get better just give it time safe hugs if okay?  

How will it get better it won't. It's just restart again. I can't do this. Nothings ever going to get better ever! That's why I give up

I'm sorry  

just be safe though friend I don't want anything bad to happen to you.

My T says we believe our own voice before anyone else's. I have to continually work on that. I hope you will consider that and not say those negative things to and about yourself. You don't deserve anyone being mean to you...not even yourself. 

Maybe your psychologist feels you need someone else. I don't know the circumstances. I am almost sure it's not personal though. I am so sorry you're hurting. 

The only thing that is wrong with you is that you are hurting, and even that is not your fault. Nobody deserves this pain, not even you. I cannot advise on your psychologist, other than perhaps there is a better one out there for you. One more suited to your needs that can and wants to help you.

Do not give up, because even if you don't believe it right now, you are worth it. to you, if ok.

My cpn is changing my psychologist is leaving I can't cope with all this change and goodbyes I hate it. I don't even want to trust or like anyone ever again cause they'll just leave and ill get hurt over and over 

I need locked up 

Safe hugs if okay?  

your not a bad person and you shouldn't feel like this.

sitting with you if okay?

free

no you don't

if okay

Also, If okay

 if okay?

  hope your doing okay?

I've had a really rough night 

Do you want to DM me about it just get it off your chest? I hope your day gets better. Safe hugs. 

You are not worthless!  Hang in there please.  Safe hugs to you if ok

People have left me too chlo. But it doesn't happen because we are worthless. They are the issue not you.🌼🌻🌺🌹🏵 Hang in there!!!

I'm sorry you're feeling this way. It is hard when we come to trust someone (which can be really hard) and they just up and disappear. It often has nothing to do with us, it still hurts and leaves us feeling confused and vulnerable.

if ok.

No I'm not ok im far from ok ill probablly never be ok again

Ok sorry I asked  

Safe hugs :hug: if okay?

sitting with you.  

Safe hugs chlo

Somethings not right

Sitting with you. if ok.

I'm sorry you are feeling this way chlo.  Sitting with you if that's alright. 

Safe hugs if okay?  

I am here for you.

Sitting with you chlo. if ok. 

supporting you, and sorry you are so upset.

No you are not. Certain people *cough the a hole abusers cough* but you are not. You are a survivor. You have impacted someone's life one way or another, the only way to fail at life, imo is *tw* to hurt someone so badly that they wished they had just been killed. 

You are in pain, this thought is just a thought not a fact. 

im sitting with you if that's okay. 

Safe hugs  if okay?

big hus chlo  yourr  not failure

Sitting with you dear if ok

(((((chlo))))) if that's ok,  take care of yourself chlo!!!

so sorry Chlo. I hope things are a little better today. 

Did she reschedule you for next week? I'm sorry she canceled on you again. 

So sorry, Chlo. I hope you find someone worthy of you. 

No I already had the appointment for next week booked in apparently it was so I could see how many sessions we had left to help me. So depressed

your not any of those things hun.safe hugs.

((((Chlo)))) Sorry you feel that way.

I agree with Little Mermaid Girl.

I'm not sure where you mean

Don't hate yourself.  Sending you safe hugs if ok. 

Thanks, but I do hate myself I hate myself very much

Sometimes, I feel like this too.  Logically, I know that I do deserve happiness, but it can be so hard to see inward past the pain. When thinking outward, like when reading these words of yours, I think without hesitation and with nothing but loving kindness - you, chlo, you do deserve love and support and you never did and never will deserve pain. 

Nobody deserves this, especially someone who thinks they do. It is a mentality forced into our brains by others. They were wrong, and the thoughts they placed in you were wrong and they should be the ones to rot. You deserve better. You deserve friends, you deserve help, and you deserve to be happy. Sitting with you and hoping these thoughts leave you soon.  if ok. 

 Sitting with you. I hope you've been feeling better!

Chlo, did she cancel A session or discharge you from her care? I'm sorry you're feeling abandoned. Safe huggs.

Cancel. I can't deal with this my cpn is changing too. My sisters wedding is 3 weeks away where I have to wear a dress I'm not comfortable in, be in a busy place for a full day, see my dad who I haven't seen since I was 12 so 10 years and his family, and I have to have a meal so eating in front of loads of people including strangers. My pony is not what I bought so may have to go as he's too much. A online friend is no longer talking to me and that alone is killing me tbh. I just can't cope at all.

I'm sorry, Chlo. How are you?

Sorry I didn't reply sooner been in a pretty bad place if I'm honest

Hugs 

I feel sick

(((Safe hugs)))

I like you Chlo. you are not hateable.

sitting with you

Hey chlo safe hugs  if okay?

hope your alright. & not hurt too bad.