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chlo

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  1. Stressed out as hell so sick and tired of things seems very pointless :ranting:.

  2. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    1. chlo

      chlo

      No I'm not ok im far from ok ill probablly never be ok again

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  3. Well that's yet another appointment cancelled 

    1. chlo

      chlo

      Sorry I didn't reply sooner been in a pretty bad place if I'm honest

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  4. Suppose to be last ever appointment with psychologist next week, but still today's appointment has been cancelled,  that's 2 weeks in a row and shes only got next week before leaving for new job :(

    1. chlo

      chlo

      No I already had the appointment for next week booked in apparently it was so I could see how many sessions we had left to help me. So depressed

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  5. Very few precious session with my psychologist and one got cancelled last week :cry: I knew I was so worthless she doesn't even want to see me anymore :cry::cry::cry::cry::cry:

    1. chlo

      chlo

      Cancel. I can't deal with this my cpn is changing too. My sisters wedding is 3 weeks away where I have to wear a dress I'm not comfortable in, be in a busy place for a full day, see my dad who I haven't seen since I was 12 so 10 years and his family, and I have to have a meal so eating in front of loads of people including strangers. My pony is not what I bought so may have to go as he's too much. A online friend is no longer talking to me and that alone is killing me tbh. I just can't cope at all.

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  6. So many things I want to say but I can't :cry:

    1. chlo

      chlo

      My cpn is changing my psychologist is leaving I can't cope with all this change and goodbyes I hate it. I don't even want to trust or like anyone ever again cause they'll just leave and ill get hurt over and over :cry:

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  7. So many things I want to say but I can't :cry:

    1. chlo

      chlo

      What's the point it's not gonna change anything. She's leaving and that's that

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  8. So many things I want to say but I can't :cry:

    1. chlo

      chlo

      Everyone's leaving me. Even my psychologist now. What do I do so wrong

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  9. So many things I want to say but I can't :cry:

  10. Had a bit of a wobbler yesturday and in front of my mum so she's got worried. I'm such a horrible daughter stressing her put all the time :( she would be better off without me!

  11. Really struggling with suicidal feelings!!!!!!!! I can't cope anymore!!!!!!!!!!

    1. chlo

      chlo

      How will it get better it won't. It's just restart again. I can't do this. Nothings ever going to get better ever! That's why I give up

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  12. Really struggling with suicidal feelings!!!!!!!! I can't cope anymore!!!!!!!!!!

    1. chlo

      chlo

      I've just fell so far back into my old ways :(I'm so stupid and pathetic

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  13. Really struggling with suicidal feelings!!!!!!!! I can't cope anymore!!!!!!!!!!

    1. chlo

      chlo

      I didn't call anyone, it's pointless. 

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  14. I'm so stupid! So pathetic! So ashamed! I belong in prison with the rest of them!

  15. I'm so stupid! So pathetic! So ashamed! I belong in prison with the rest of them!

    1. chlo

      chlo

      I'm just as bad as the person who abused me

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  16. Hate myself so much! Hate my mood swings and big mouth :cry:

    1. chlo

      chlo

      Thanks, but I do hate myself I hate myself very much

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  17. Hey Chlo, hope you are well today. I just wanted to check on you? 

    1. chlo

      chlo

      Thank you for understanding, that means a lot 

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  18. Hey Chlo, hope you are well today. I just wanted to check on you? 

    1. chlo

      chlo

      No I didn't mean don't talk. Sorry. I didn't mean to be rude. I just panicked not knowing cause I couldn't remember talking to you. I'm sorry. Please you didn't I thought I interrupted you. I was gonna leave n asked everyone to tell you I was sorry if you returned which I hoped you would to talk like you wanted, but they encouraged me to stay.

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  19. Hey Chlo, hope you are well today. I just wanted to check on you? 

  20. Reading through your old posts, love and miss you wishes <3

  21. I can't get in chat :( the day I desperately needed it :(

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